I think I mad

Editor's Note: We heart the dream, is the rise of looking at the stars, but do not forget to look at the foot of the road, always down to earth people! Will be writing from that day on, I have been wandering in the short stories. But one day, a classmate said to me, you should go write a novel, long, long kind. Awaken a dreamer, I think I really should write a little something very, very long, so in college, I would not empty lonely.
can I write it? Friendly family seems to write too much, and love is I do not like to write something, actually I know too little in this regard, as a fellow students said, a person with love, then he can be described as a poet. Speaking of poets, most often I am sad, because I naturally do not write poetry, but not read poetry, do not like poetry. Like me, may never be a poet.
not become a poet does not matter, I can write fiction, write every day, I'm tired of writing so far. With this idea, I look forward to every day, tired of writing novels themselves, but I was feeling pain, I am more like to write fiction.
like to write hymns! The more the better it! Anyway, in the university too empty lonesome, but I can in the end to write it? In this way many times asked myself later, finally decided to find information from life, this way,moncler homme, only to find their life is more narrow. Everyone in the world, everything seems to be the source of things I write. This and that love, and good friends Tousheng gone, I do not know the dog has lost someone,louboutin, to buy food and vegetables in a fight, and so on. Why did not pay attention to it? These, for me to write such a thing for people how important it!
I do not want to put himself in front of the computer all day and did not chat with friends, do not watch TV, do not check the data, just sitting and watching the manuscript to see a daze, and then sigh life is too boring, time-urgent miss high school , laugh at those who dream of the people in college. I do not know how, I really do not know.
friends said I was too naive, ignorant of love, they said I should talk about a love, then let yourself grow up a little. I was in the heart to ask them, is not intended to be a veteran in love, be considered too mature? I did not expect, love really come in unprepared situations. That night, I obviously was asleep, I can forcibly awakened by the phone ringing, and then that night, I have been wandering in between sleeping and waking. I do not know what the feeling was, just know that I may soon become a poet, or is about to grow up.
I admit that good things he said to me when I really smug, I admit that I as an ordinary girl fooled by his rhetoric,moncler pas cher, so my life will slowly go by the vanity sad despair, He told me how good the next day not so good phone several times, much too my heart is cold, I so love freedom, but he is worried about as an excuse to drag me to every day I stuck him. I started not used to.
you know how much I thought back to the previous day? Can be a friend told me that impossible. I struggled in despair, to pursue the impossible light. Yes, ah, love, once I am afraid, is not he good for me, is not he bother, terrible is the fear, what reasons? I just do not want to talk, just do not want every day, sticking him.
roommate told me this idea, they say I do not love, I spot a laugh, they thought I was by the stimulation, non-stop comfort me, in fact, they do not understand,polo ralph lauren, for him, I never loved, I admit I am selfish, then try holding the attitude to accept him, so crazy to see him now, not the heart to break up and he said to hurt him, I think I really got a bad split personality! Roommate told me that if you do not love, and he went to say so, how can it be I, he was then a weak person, so I exhausted all other means.
day, I finally came up with a malicious way, I let him quit, so he offered to break up. I do not go every day, and his playground, do not go with him to eat, nothing to use reading to rejected. He was wonderful! I heard that I want to read, do not bother me, two days, I'm so free, shopping, online, poker, will play playful, full play. Did not last long, two days later, he knew I did not read.
day in the classroom, he asked me angry how in the end? I do not answer, nor looked up to see him, I really want to say I do not want to talk about, but I was waiting for him to start with, but unfortunately he has not said, listening to his roar, and I laughed in his heart, has always been gentle he also could not help but time. You do not know, I criticized a good day he fierce, that I am naive, that I am selfish. But I was laughing, heartless laugh, finally, he smiled, gently touch my head and said I really do not understand you.
I know that I finished, I said he would not break up, maybe never, I do not know if this is fortunate or unfortunate, loved really happy, how can I think? I think I mad, fools that I would regret, because the world he could not find such a person. Well, this way, personal care is good. Finally, I am not bound to my freedom as a condition and he promised to maintain the relationship, he agreed, I will not care that in addition to my other tube. What is this? This is the love?
how do I say to the love go up? Or to the question on the bar! I will always remember Helen, the tragic and a great woman. I have a pair of healthy eyes, how can we live up to her expectations, I use my eyes to worlds where to find the truth, I am writing to find information, so set the bar, I think I have tried, how everything foes satisfactory, but to conscience.
friends said I was too pessimistic, you do not know how much they hurt me, I really do not have the heart to say to them that if you are in my case you have not I optimistic? But, how can I say.
I finally thought well, I want to become the heart of the talented woman, talented woman in our class even more than talented, the sky on top, you need to look,louboutin pas cher, I understand.相关的主题文章：


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Having worked overseas nearly 30 years, Chinese-born painter Jia Lu has made unique contributions in helping Western audiences understand more about the East through her canvases.
She was recently short-listed in the “Ten Most-focused Chinese in the World" by none other than the Global Times. The reason? “Her paintings fuse Chinese and Western elements, showing a modern China with beautiful colors," according to the panel.
“I have a deep sense that my mission to help the rest of the world understand China is not only an artistic goal but a personal responsibility," Lu says, when asked how she felt. “This award reminds me of the importance of that obligation."
Her father, Lu Enyi, was a famous painter who taught her to paint when she was very young. Like many painters of the time, she learned Chinese ink painting first, and was taught by master painter Fan Zeng.
But like many artists who traveled abroad in the 1980s, Lu felt lost in the collision of cultures, and turned to different ways of appreciating art.
When she left China for Canada in 1983, she quickly discovered that, for her new friends, without an understanding of Chinese culture and history, her art was “simply too alien to understand."
“In Chinese painting, we value the traditions passed from one generation to the next; for Westerners, true art is about originality and individual expression," Lu told the Global Times. “Ink painting explores the expressiveness of black ink and the bamboo brush; but to a Westerner, who has never held a brush before and is used to the color and richness of oil painting, my art seemed dull and lifeless."
Although her paintings sold well in the overseas Chinese community, to reach a larger audience, communicating essential concepts of traditional Asian culture to a Western audience was key.
Her solution? Borrow the techniques and expressive power of oil painting, with its illusionistic perspective and realism, and substitute Asian content. The method is known as “Jiechuan Chuhai", or “Crossing the sea in a borrowed boat."
“We have a unique, complex and rich culture. But we share [that] among ourselves, using a difficult written and spoken language, raising a high wall that excludes the rest of the world." Lu says. “By borrowing Western art history to communicate Eastern ideas, I have been able to tear down a small section of that wall."
Having grown up in a Confucian society that emphasized personal sacrifice, selflessness and hard work, Lu discovered her Western friends appreciated these values much more than their wealth and luxury.
Her painting was infused with Buddhism, an Eastern spirituality cherished by many Westerners.
Having first visited Dunhuang in 1980, spending several weeks copying its Buddhist art – some of the rarest early examples of Chinese figurative art – directly from the cave walls, Lu studied figure painting.
But it was not until she worked in Japan in the early 1990s that she began to explore their significance, finding their ideas represented what was most enduring and special about Chinese culture: compassion, mindfulness, a deep respect for learning and wisdom and a belief in the perfectibility of the human state.
Lu began to show her works in China: at the Shanghai International Art Fair, Art Beijing and CIGE expos, and found how “vibrant the Chinese art market had become in the so-many-years I’d been away, and how open it was to new ideas."
“I am both humbled and inspired that my work has been recognized in this way by the Global Times. It is an honor to be included among the other outstanding artists whom I have admired for so long," says Lu.
“But in the end, I think it is not important if I live or work in China or in the West, The important thing is to continue to paint for a global audience, to improve my own art as far as I am able, and to strive to be a better person."