How I became an academic woman
Jiang Fangzhou
in college, my academic female self-positioning. I think this successful model simpler, and I can not do ######, and eating only mg measurement of food, fashion face every morning with the pressure beyond the self; I do not need to do social work of people, organizations bustle of activities, carrying a huge plastic panels have to make quick and neat and lively look, the cold wind and rain in every meaning of life of late night doubts. I only practiced a mysterious and unpredictable expression, for example in the classroom whenever the teacher Mesopotamia Damien Yazhe a certain someone, can respond to him a tacit smile.
all the people around me recognized my academic status, because every time I speak is a large-scale looting of the word, mouth is, \ to put myself into a geeky sort of person,
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how I became such an academic shells? My classmates have asked me, he is holding for advice in mind, he is very confused sad, he was law student, when he tried to join strong burning interest of the students in the professional, always been a mixture of irritability of the breathing silence. He was proud isolation in schools outside of the intellectual community, because they were disgusted not academic,
So I told him my cheats. I read in each of \ tip straight tremble. Often learn a bunch of new terminology term, I could not wait to come to show off, sometimes in the classroom,
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laughter is the best for each class or end of the lecture, there is always one like you installed a lot of nouns and long sentences, no chance to dump up to people looking for my academic \ \ If you find yourself running out of the term, has no arms throwing to each other, and always ended this way - \
I earnestly want to go the academic route to tell the students: \ and efficiently poured into their vessel, then sealed into cans. Teachers and professors who wore the armband and standing in line quality control terminals, each can is opened to see, measure the length of each word, and then printed on the compliance label.
I am a female academic, I have a guilty conscience to such a claim. Advanced adjective brick from my meager sense of superiority, not people see that I Yiwusuochang; Ji tight and hard to read long sentences to protect me,
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thought of this, the more I fear and guilty conscience, but also made up to change their determination. Or a class discussion,
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