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70349 2009 年 11 月 05 日 11:11 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: Personal Diary
A man sitting on the peninsula of coffee, waiting for the arrival of a friend. Today the sun well, warm but not exaggerated. I chose a location close by the window, because this place is the most quiet,
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I am straight to the point,
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in to see him, I've gotten her phone. She is a college sister slept in my bunk, and he is my best Their combination is a group of friends has always been most proud of the results, and their separation is the outcome that we had never dreamed. He loved her, this is a well-known secret. A group of friends, They are envious of us and it was our We often say:
she loves him, and this, no doubt. We say she is like his shadow, and always followed him, inseparable. She said: the distance, the United States has gone.
also. She will not let me do, I do not insist, because I think she is good for me, I respect her. Perhaps she has used this way, about my life, she felt the only way to fully shows the status of her in my mind.
Seeing friends, how thin the face could not find the original on the expression of their happiness. Remember the last time I saw them a year ago, is to celebrate the boy entered a Japanese company. He and I joked: provocation!
since I went to the Japanese company, as the full string, again and again to work. Her graduation went to government agencies, work pressure and density, and we immeasurably. To be honest, a girl is really happy to find this kind of work while only half of my salary but the lives of nine to five year at least 10 days of home leave, are we, The. Many people envy our life, that both of us a money, a very homely, almost a perfect match.
in Japanese companies, our eight-hour working time is not statutory, but the work is completed according to their own circumstances, therefore, overtime is simply routine. At first, she just complained I had no time to accompany her, but later, blaming escalating to suspicion. Time, I have been working overtime to go home a little late. I entered, I saw her sitting on the bed, I asked her why she did not sleep, she was cynical to say to him so I have to go home and smell the perfume. I was joking when she, undress to bathe, to wash, but after it found her in bed with the turn of my pocket. I am very angry, but said nothing.
night, we can not sleep. I wonder why she does not trust me? She may be thinking, why would such a mind of her suspicions. The next day woke up, she had to go to work, and the pillow was a letter she left me. She said she had a long time feel that I care about her, let alone what I felt a bit guilty, but helpless. Life force I had to struggle, had to advance the life-like living. I can not, as the campus students who carefree, romantic, rather than purity. I can do is earn some capital when young, let her live a better life.
she began to keep my unit in overtime to call,
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This is my first time to her angry before, I did not even loud,
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I have some doubts,
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her because she does not know of a phone and ask me again, because some jokes text messages will force me to explain. Slowly, I was tired and no longer respond to her silly questions. She is tired, too lazy to argue with me, ask those who did not answer the answer. We feel that together are not happy, not as separate cool.
mention these now, I still think the original happy when we stick together, but they followed her with suspicion and bickering after we tired expression. I love her, so do not want to lose her, I believe she was that simple, friendly little girl, everything is because she loved me, and I want her back, back again through mutual trust, mutual miss life, but she refused the.
I believe he said was true, but I also understand her difficulties, she would not definitely not due to love is not. She gave me the phone, she said: approach. groundless suspicion that put him want to escape me, why I could feel the exhaustion. I do not want him to stay forever in the memory that 'hysterical' quarrel, so I can only choose to leave. p>
I always thought, as long as there is love, nothing to it. Looking at the blank in front of him, thinking still love him but chose to leave her,
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