Luodeng Yu Zhan Wang
Evening News Long Yuan Shuai
thirteen years old when his father suffered from mental illness often do not recognize their own children.
fifteen years old, bear the weight of the mother chose to commit suicide.
day, changed that she was
her goal is simple and clear, troubled life.
turn of events: his father suffered from mental illness, mothers bear the weight of life, suicide
9 2 March, Henan College of Finance and with the jeans, short sleeve, simple and clean.
Luodeng Yu nibbling a sweet potato in the school gate, she said, missed the cafeteria meals at noon time, two dollars can only buy a sweet potato bar pad.
the school gate, a variety of small restaurants everywhere,
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she was not the students in this school, but this year's freshmen Zhongzhou University. Academic University has not yet started, and Luo Dengyu spend the night playing quarters at the students before the station - look no primary school nearby schools, to receive her sister.
simple and clean clothes, Yuehua Jian, she often smiled, his face occasionally sweep down to open a little sadness in between.
Luodeng Yu Nanyang Dengzhou home on high Jixiang Walled Village, an ordinary village south of Henan Province, the villagers live off the land for generations, mostly young people, migrant workers out of the village is the local way of your dreams.
1991, the Luodeng Yu was born in the village, in a tile-roofed house.
childhood life like other rural children, stay at home, colorful. Parents working in Guangzhou, live frugally, the tile-roofed house renovated into a family cottage.
time, she and her sister, uncle staying in the same village home.
year, only New Year, when Mom and Dad will come back. At that time the home is warm, though taciturn father, like father, like most rural, do not even know his daughter a few years level. However, a person's life calm and warm.
she said, the taste of home, that is, the taste of the New Year.
all in 2004, the sudden change.
father suddenly mentally ill, sick father became irritable. Often do not recognize their loved ones, refused to take medicine, to refuse treatment, even without ill mother forced to take medicine. A little goes wrong, that is, meal kicked. There are times, to Luodeng Yu tied up, locked in the house.
Luo Dengyu the impression that the mother capable, talented. Taught her and her sister paint a picture, get the town to go home and sell vegetables. Home to build a house and other things are the size of the mother single-handedly raise.
Unfortunately, the strong mother did not survive the
2006 One day in the hearts of the strong in the child's mother was gone. Left alone Luodeng Yu and sister,
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self-reliance: while working the edge of science
Luo Dengyu day is the darkest day in life,
ralph lauren bikinis, she says, she was desperate, and even thought of following his mother away.
However, looking at the arms around his legs, timid sister sister cried, she could not bear.
sick father did not recover because of the departure of the mother is still often able to tell their children, throw all the stuff home.
sick, the father did not take home one step further, eating, sleeping, living almost all day, again and again.
sisters they never had to interfere, or even do not know them.
Luodeng Yu went to the Dengzhou, this village not far from the county seat, finding a job, support their families.
town, she saw a computer school enrollment, two months crash course fee 140 yuan a month.
principal said she found that he had no money, you can also work upon graduation fees. Good principals agreed that, without pay, followed by a course.
Earlier, the body weak girl, a bit shy, never alone with people.
her to find a restaurant, timidly asked, Since then, the normal time, she was in computer school, and my sister to draw a person stay in dormitories. After school, she and her sister went straight to the restaurant, to help wash the dishes wash the dishes, mix to eat.
entrance until the end of that year, a group of third year students to a computer school, between classes, talking about which university applicants. Luodeng Yu suddenly a thought: Why can not I go to college? School of Economics and Management
like painting since childhood, she felt they had found direction in life, it is the mother left, her first clearly thinking about their future direction.
skip: two consecutive first-class scholarship
Nanyang she was not familiar with, and even could not tell things north and south around the station asking for a few days, nobody even knows it school?
three days in the Nanyang, hungry, buy a simple cake to eat. At the train station waiting room bench nest for the night.
the third day, she spent seven dollars a taxi to find a school that is her most extravagant in this life time.
she found the teacher, simply spoke about his family situation and the desire to go to school. There is no money in reality.
teacher moved, advance the 1,500 yuan of tuition fees.
Luodeng Yu initial idea was to graduate as soon as possible, as soon as possible to make money. She said the first year of primary school is the basic courses like painting, she asked the teacher, students.
help of the teacher in the school, near the school my sister found a school, free education.
two sisters crowded into a single bed, the normal time each school. After school, went to school canteens, simply something to eat.
she found a part-time in a supermarket, salesman, Saturday and Sunday work, good circumstances, can make 40 yuan a day. This is the main source of their lives.
earn 300 yuan a month, excluding the cost of living 270, but also a slight surplus.
she says, she is often busy, forget to eat, and once fainted in the supermarket.
children playing in the same age, when the Internet. She stood in supermarket sales. Every time the door, she will give the school canteen lay aunts and uncles call to arrange for her sister in the quarters to draw, point their play food.
However, part-time and did not affect the results Luodeng Yu.
school won the first-class scholarship for two consecutive years, 1050 dollars.
2010 年 8 months, her 490 points and third grades to the whole school was decorated Design Zhongzhou University admission.
the university entrance exam: In order to earn tuition, she was one of two people dry job
both her parents, relatives of the first admitted to the University.
for the test study, relatives and friends do not support, in their view, Luo Dengyu should go to work, support from the home.
way.
Today, the University received a letter of acceptance, but there are two major question facing the front of her, tuition and sister Luoxia Li. 5600 yuan tuition fees, accommodation 800, books 550.
Luodeng Yu said with a smile, she is not worried about these fees.
during the summer, she made a supermarket in Nanyang City, promoters, and has made 2000 dollars, I paid the wages of both men.
addition, Nanyang City local government also grants her the 2,000 yuan, 1000 yuan as cost of living, another 4000 yuan student loans.
to Zhengzhou ago, Nanyang, a government staff to help her in touch with a decoration company that allows her to practice, will give me a little salary.
Originally, the Plains before the University begins on September 4, September 1, her sister temporarily entrusted to the neighbors, came to Zhengzhou.
9 月 1 日 arrived in Zhengzhou, Luodeng Yu University of hanging around on the Plains, and found two primary schools, a public elementary school, a private school, but
After reading, a quick first grade can then ah. private schools need to pay 5,000 yuan every year, I did not pay the money.
according to her ideas, find school, she immediately connected to the sister of Zhengzhou.
If not family misfortune, her life will be way down the village youth, junior high school graduates or have not yet graduated, headed south in groups, hidden in the large and small factories, work, money, marriage and children until .
like normal school, not like me for tuition and living anguish.
In fact,
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15 years old, to find the village party secretary, the responsibility for its own three acres of fields contracted out.
Luo Dengyu a family of three, two pieces of good land, a piece depends on land leased to others 420 yuan a year.
this summer, apart from work, she has found Dengzhou Civil Affairs Bureau, is a family of three people to do the minimal needs, p>
Now, she just thought