Neodymium. Why do not you believe me ? ( minors are strictly forbidden ) - Qzone log
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Reprinted from 5555554 at 23:06 on February 19,
エアマックス2011, 2011 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: Personal Diary
before I think is good, I felt a sudden pain, cried out loud that he scared still, ask me is how. My pain say anything. Then he saw blood on the sheets ... ....
his first experience is really sad ..
Female 22 years old Ma Jia
a Beijing university student ..
be honest, I think his first experience is really tragic. Looking back now feel too sorry for themselves.
I am 22 years old, junior year. How do you say? I feel like I belong before the avant-garde and conservative, for a lot of things I can understand, such as one-night stands, ah,
ナイキ エアマックス, what the online dating, but I will not do it. In fact, I am not reserved, but did not encounter the man I love.
order to free passes, I rent an apartment outside the school. And I live with three close friends, only I was a virgin. To be honest, I'm in the middle of a group of non-virgin will feel depressed, a sense of depression. Speaking very exasperating, three of them some of the behavior always affect my mood .......
The first night after the three girls
Wang Yi and I the same year, junior high school and my class. At that time, Wang Yi, and the class about a boy friend, sweet sweet honey every day, almost every two days will receive a love letter. WANG Yi-out sometimes, I read paragraphs, let me share her happiness, which makes me very jealous.
I remember, Wang Yi and her boyfriend one time odds, angry boyfriend jumped from the third floor classroom building, broke his foot, it was quite a sensation in school. I took the tears of people like Wang Yi to go to her house to visit her boyfriend. I got the message, taking the time to go early, go late in the evening Wang Yi stay there. The next day, Wang Yi told me to marry him, to love him for life. Wang Yi at the time I remember the expression: Ningmu sights, mouth slightly at happiness and courage, as if through a lot of things. I think from that night, Wang Yi started, not a virgin .....
Wang Yi and her boyfriend for three months after virginity parted. Soon, Wang Yi's boyfriend on the outside looking for a more coquettish woman ......
Then one day, Wang Yi locked himself in a room, the pulse at the wrist with a blade scratched Mito. Other was found when the blood has to flow out the door. Later, in bed, she spent three months as insect pupae. Suddenly Taichetaiwu, butterfly out. Transfer of a pair of eyes become bright eyes, lovingly, dumping all beings. I do not know Wang Yi paid a few boyfriends, and she looks like a pretty happy. Just wash your hands every time when they inadvertently reveal Zhuti wrist injuries in general.
another girl named Xue Nan, is a very simple girl. Popular with the tampon, she also bought a used, we added girls to use tampons bad for her to follow. Popular purple painted lips, black nail polish, she also painted school quietly. Fashion magazines say that this was already out-dated appearance, she changed girl makeup. Whenever there is a concert singer at the gym, she would line up overnight for tickets, to the scene screaming hysterically. Xue Nan received 第一封情书, when both the sweet and the same fear, and later carefully Xue Nan also began night make-up, go to those dark corners of the tryst with her boyfriend. I guess if her boyfriend encouraged Xue Nan, for the love of devotion, she will definitely offer, even if she did not know their loved him. She is not a strong-minded girl. Later she said that her boyfriend looked at home after a three-chip is not a virgin.
Another girl described as an honest joy, she told me do not remember when their hymen is broken, and do not remember the name of the man. She said just remember that crazy night in the disco later. Dancing, drinking, drink dizziness. Later, he and a man's bed. Do not remember what grown men. But she said that was hurt.
I want to get rid of this
virginity
live together with them what is good, that makes me feel like a virgin very uncomfortable. But I often said to them, I'm not stupid, not casually to chastity to a boy, I do not trust anyone.
helpless lonely night I will not rain in the streets, it will not shut the door in the afternoon, a distraught windows open the room where the gas. Like a fool I would not hold a pillow in bed in tears, or cigarette dangling, like a madman, take the chopper parades around the room. I like to sit in the living room sofa, soft, large, comfortable, leaning back, the foot will put a foot pad chair. I will open the doors and windows, let the lazy sun shines on the body ...
I always feel that they are indifferent to the girls personal situation, there is no ######ual desire. However, I have often thought that time: after all, is to lose virginity, lose it, I do a back to its master. In the present era of a virgin pretty boring, really. Not how I long for ###### is not like a virgin this status.
I once and Chen Huan fight, why fight I forget, but I remember that very powerful quarrel, and later I called her a Did not think she did not care, waist pendulum, and then laughed at me disdainfully as Heard her say so, I'll be in tears. I do not know how then began to cry,
Palliative oral ulcers and prevention ( Retention, and quite a shame, because Chen Huan'm not uncomfortable, but I feel awful bad. She always felt so very not a curse clout.
behavioral disorders for a few days, however, from that day I have a lot of changes, I even more attention to research their own body. One day, I suddenly had the idea of a timid: hymen in the end look like? Is like a tissue? A gold or a piece of white jade? I suddenly wanted to see my hymen. I think here, after hesitating small round mirror with a side of sneaking got into the bathroom.
entered the bathroom I felt nervous, not sure what that feeling felt like a thief. I was panting, carefully took off his clothes, then slowly the body from top to bottom with a mirror and carefully took pictures. My body has been kept very well, every part of my body are satisfied, but I've never tried to look at the hymen. Then I took a mirror shining on me that part, but simply can not. Later, I took a shower and came out a little mirror in disgust thrown into the garbage bag.
Strangely enough, the next day, I slept together, but found everything very different, the whole world in my eyes stripped of a layer of coat. That day I walk in the street, pass back and forth to see the pedestrian street, one bright clothes, and looked solemn. Looked at them, my heart was thinking: These men ##########, sure is a whole different scene. God! I was at that time to see a big change. It should be called what? The awakening of consciousness is it? I do not know.
Later, I casually on the buses, driving, the driver is grumpy. When I walked near her heart will think: she and her husband have ###### at night time, will become very soft? That alone in my crowded in the middle of the bus, his arms folded, beside that the eyes of all men are not serious. Them through the window, admiring the huge posters on the road, staring at the female stars on the poster protruding chest, his head full of dirty fantasies. In my opinion, not necessarily to love a man and woman hymen, they prefer the style of thousands of types.
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At that time I felt very nervous
, looking at every man I will think about ######, not that I want to and they make love, I just think it would be having ######, so they have ###### in there when the door to his face what I think about my face started burning, the heartbeat is not normal.
Later, I casually in a station of the car, passing a wedding dress shop, I saw two pairs of men and women busy wedding trial. Looked at them, my heart was thinking: that girl is not a hymen? I have always felt fortunate not happy married life, the U.S. is not happy with the hymen does not matter.
I think the girl's virginity
is too fragile, too easily lost, to be honest, it makes me feel great fear.
example, the hymen is likely to be in the running, wrestling, splits, play time, no reason to rupture.
example, in the woods at night is likely to be raped.
example, and the boys with the drinking, the cup may be a sleeping.
example, believe in the rhetoric of a boy, the result is that he will slip.
they say, was a powerful man fancy. This might be a school teacher she stay tubes, supporting the adverse possession of her security police, to stretch the tube boss her career, her life, family support pipe ... ... force they can put it away. That day, my whole mind are thinking and ######ual, and chastity are concerned, always feel that he is still a virgin pretty boring for. So add me to the road Xia Guang, did not buy cosmetics, clothes and did not buy, but I was actually went to a ###### shop, and looked very carefully inside those stuff. Later also bought a box of condoms. Now think of it, I really misbehaving that day.
finally no longer a virgin
that evening I passed a bar. I never into the bar before, but somehow that day I entered. It was a small bar, when I went there only one guy sitting there. I sat down for a glass of Coke, because I did not know at what point should we go wine brand,
Fifty-four summary of human nature - Qzone log, fear ignorance once again, to casual to a Coke. Unexpectedly, I say I think he must think I'm strange, maybe the bar should drink wine. After not long, he came up to me, very politely and I can not sit together. My heart was pounding, and nodded his head, unable to speak came. So he sat opposite me, I noticed his appearance, very handsome, is my type.
we went up and talked, talked, what also remember. Because looking at his face, I would think, what he looks like when making love. Then I guess he was not also think I look like in bed. Thought of this, I found myself eager to make love. This is my first time in 22 years to really want ######.
and then later he asked for a lot of alcohol, I drank a lot. Ten o'clock in the evening he asked me to go to his home. I did not hesitate agreed. At that time it seems to have filled with anticipation.
not his family, but not chaos, and his house, the smell of air fresheners that smell good. His family is also what I do not remember, because I did not take long into his house he had been pressed on the bed.
He kissed my teeth when I was shivering because it was my first kiss. Before that, I have not had any contact with a boy, holding hands, not before.
He later
off my clothes, I did not refuse. I love this relaxed, yes, I was just feel very relaxed. He seemed very nervous, when the days of very hot, and he also lost a lot of clothes off the sweat. Then I stripped ########## by his,
air max, and he stroked my body when I lick my very strong reaction. I remember their special show, it seems to have learned three films in the women do tease him.
when he went a little mental preparation I did not, although I will not refuse him entry, but I was thinking a problem, either with him that I was the first time. At that time I was hesitant to do,
エアマックス24-7, feel or should tell him, after all, for the first time ah!
before I think is good, I felt a sudden pain, cried out loud that he scared still, ask me this is how. My pain say anything. Then he saw blood on the sheets. I have seen, very small one.
he immediately becomes frightening. He asked me how the matter in the end, how bleeding. I said I was the first time, of course, there will be blood out. He was furious. Looked at me a long time, then call me crazy.
the first man in the back of my engraved in my mind
the back of my first man engraved in my mind
I asked him how I was screwed up again. He said that Virgin did not tell him why,
The right hand of love , the left hand of friendship - Qzone log, why is a virgin but also agreed to have ###### with him. I said how a virgin, a virgin no ###### right away. He ignored me, then he looked at me a question, said he does not like a woman entangled, and he did not like the responsibility. I laughed, I said to you bear any responsibility. I was so uncomfortable, I thought he was pretty good, do not know how to suddenly become so ridiculous, wretched of the. I knew he was in mind. Is nothing more than the first time that I gave him will certainly rely on him. As for it?
was even more ridiculous things. He asked me if I was in love with him. You say a man how to answer this question for me. I of course some of his good opinion, but what is love ah? I really do not know. I replied that I did not love him, just like him. Did not think he said do not fall in love with him because he has a girlfriend. I say it how it? I thought that he actually wanted to have a girlfriend and I have anything to do. Did not think he was nervous up. He explained that he really has a girlfriend, but also very good. I thought, why good relationship and I also have ######? Men are like this?
I think this is very boring man, I want to go, but the pain below. I asked him not in his evening to spend the night here because of the following special pain. He looked at me, perhaps I was not really judge, but also perhaps his analysis of what I am not a crazy. He said he better not spend the night there, because he said that his girlfriend may be over.
Later, I endured the pain got dressed and left. He sent me to the street. When he left, I looked over at him, looking around, you want to put that back engraved in my mind. After all, he was my first man.
they have seen the day after the dormitory situation. They also're cool, have asked me if I was broke at. This is how to judge them, and I still do not understand. But I was three of them are quite good for me, good care of me, help me pour the hot water, help me to bed. Chen said the time away laughing::
the Editor: We really have entered a time of tolerance, tolerance to the girls for their first time so do not value. I read your story I am a bit distressed,
エアマックス95, I hope every girl can take care of yourself, respect your body!
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