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Reprinted from 408983116 at 17:52 on April 22, 2009 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (2) Category: Personal Diary Editor's Note: In such a competitive society but impetuous, more open atmosphere and strong sense of curiosity for many young people lost in the game and the networks. Although we are concerned about the development of electronic games, but before entering the circle, you have not thought about their own future good? In the end is a circle in the struggle for the fate of the unknown, or in real life to the struggle to light the way, this is like every young man into this channel must seriously think about the problem. Did not want to do the same as below, until lost again sorry, too late, really late Why do not ... ... only text dedicated to each of the competition in the electronic and hard work had to be hard for people who e-sports.
When I think of you, is a desperate sad. Well now behind me, saying that too late.
I rubbed his sore neck
sitting in the office desk, and my heart was another burst of pain. Half an hour later, I have sat beside the pure white tombstone, photo, her smile is still brilliant, and which a large bunch of pink roses dripping with each other against the background.
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CS halftime, I sneak in with QQ chat, this time few people online, I am with one of the girls is to talk to, she told me her name promise child, I said I'm the baby. This is certainly not my real name, but it is easier to coax a girl. Connaught children I feel very simple, very cute, she always Oh giggling.
I am 22 years old, they say I am ill, quit working properly placed, what kind of professional play CS, but I was accustomed to a free and undisciplined people, parents, free high pension, I live his own apartment, life in fact,
请每一个孝顺的儿媳妇请耐心的看下去，你真的懂你的老公吗？ - Qzone日志, that was all. I love CS, my ideal is the Asian champion, in order to it, I can give up everything.
I found that very promise child access laws, and I also like her quackish Luankan, else I would not say, my little girl coax line, especially the children this simple promise. I like her angry, and I always said she was stupid, she angrily back to me a little face, I actually said that she stupidly charming.
They said I was online pest, because I always went trick-line real girl to be my girlfriend, and then after the novelty had SAY vain. I am not boasting how handsome I look, I'm just stating the facts.
I know that time is up, I promise child said:
I sat waiting for her KFC, secretly praying that she will not mind too dinosaurs. 9:00 sharp, a girl pushed open the door and into, she seems to be dressed in the sunlight, and a good bright light, that moment I thought I saw an angel. I just looked at her to sit down opposite me, her giving her two little mistake, the amount of burst before the little glowing halo, and I smell her, Lux soap and bath milk taste of apple, she had not applied Prostitute's face also looks a bit childish.
She bit her coke straw
Promise child heard this, looked up at me, her eyes large, her particular said earnestly:
I do not know this world, there is no love at first sight, but I promise I know the feeling children have never seen before, very strong, and very unique. I do not know this analogy is appropriate, but I just think she is pink and tender like a strawberry cake, sweet but reluctant to bite people. I like being in magic, so have some say no coherent,
coach sunglasses, trance, see her smiling at me, the sun overflow, splash, bits and pieces.
I've tried everything I can think of way to be considered her woman.
two
As usual, I played every day
CS, but did not forget her on the QQ chat, occasionally and then soak a few MM, I can almost every day she received the message: Add clothes.
our squad well into the top eight, this is the Finals, lunch break, I looked at the dry boxes, not the slightest appetite. Out of the stadium and saw the door was a familiar figure sitting, came to see is the promise child. I patted her, she apparently startled and saw me, and sighed with relief, to a rice cooker insulation handed my hand. I took, she hurriedly hides behind the handle, but I still see her hand was blistering hot.
box of rice a little cold, I asked her:
I eat the box of rice, promise child sitting next to me, nervously: Socks can imagine this will not wash the girl how awkward the first meal for me. Is the long absence of the moving heart. I laughed and said:
promise to meet the children listened smiling face, stood up and left.
Teammates are curious to see the great promise child, .
QQ, I asked her, Oh she
to giggle,
Although we did not get the first team, but we just formed this team soon, the province's second achievement is already very good, so I decided to continue efforts to reach the first non-non- . CS game more and more, I more and more busy, I forgot how long the children had never thought that promise, and I always race to the late, occasionally see her on the QQ, and she was always very quiet, I do not know how she was. Now think of it, know that this is their right, because I never cared about her is not happy, had a good or bad.
day, she said:
I said:
a long time, her head no longer shaking QQ.
few days later, I saw her give me the message: then Mo Kanwan was shut QQ.
three
few months later, so after CS is already home exhausted, and fell on the bed of a move do not want to move. Then the phone rings, I do not want to take, can it rang forever. I promise I saw a number of children to pick up snappily said:
end of the line came a roar:
not promise child, I am surprised a moment,
promise child? Funeral? What with what? I would like to ask, the phone abruptly hung up.
suddenly a sense of terror took me, I try my hardest to call back, long before people pick up, is a very hoarse voice,
H's what my head, do, promise child she really was hurt?
day, I saw the promise carried out by their children, also with a smile on her face, angelic smile can no longer glow Pan, and Snow's friends, seeing my children's eyes is clearly hostile, anxious eat me. Promise child's mother told me, there is thrombocytopenia promise child, the family let her do nothing,
coach shoes, for fear she accidentally break a finger or any place, flow of blood. Thought cured, but then somehow, suddenly decreased platelet and cardiac function have begun to failure. A few days before her sudden good spirits, we all understand what that means, she said, would like to hear your voice, call you, but shut down, she said that you must do in the game. Some people say to look for you, you can promise to prevent children, she said, race is important to you, she was afraid of your anger, she spoke their own started to cry, we are told, and she said sure one day you will understand important to her than the CS, can not wait until it has ... ... promise child from her mother and wiping the tears come.
I leaned against the wall of the hospital morgue, do not cry tears.
four
several days I have not played CS, and stare at the image of promise child of the QQ, since the promise child had gone,
coach sneakers, I'm all about the power seems to have been siphoned off. Are particularly tired body and mind. I opened the promise of children QQ know, only the number of a person I am. I noticed her information there is a web site, open a feeling Inn, have a variety of stories, including a signed article is the promise child.
to him.
I am quite happy, I like to listen to him, but he would not even unwilling, and I said, because he's busy, he want to make CS. He no longer call me a fool,
coach purses, and he never said love me, nor sent flowers to me, but I still like him.
One day I told him
river flooding again, and he said to accompany me, I am very happy. One day, I saw a very cute dog, and he promised me that, in future we will have one, also known as promise child, I am very happy. He said a few days watching movies with me to fly a kite, I am particularly happy, though these have not yet realized, I believe that one day will. But I am afraid can not wait that long.
CS important than me, he said, I'm not mad, because this is the truth,
Foshan Jin Mo Time - Qzone log, but I am very sad, so I secretly cried. I think I'm not strong enough, I'm not doing well, the doctor said I had not the next birthday, which is April 4,
coach handbags, he did not know my birthday too! But it does not matter.
I was weak, just hit a few words on the very tired, so very useless.
I know he has a lot of girlfriends, it was just as I go, he would not hurt, although I did want to marry him, I always hope he sent me roses, even if only one,
心， - Qzone日志, before a lot of people send me, but I confiscated because it represents love, I think I could not wait for the day he sent me, so I secretly bought a gift myself, I think I wrote something he never disappeared, so I can beat arbitrary text, I have to call him, but he shut down. That annoying voice repeating 'I'm sorry, you dial the phone was switched off'. I really want to, really want to talk with him, even for a minute, listen to his voice Ye Hao, and we have not met a long time, and I miss him every day. Really good for nothing, cried, alas, in fact, I was very worried about him, and he played the game a long time, eyes hurt, I bought but can not give him eye drops, and, he was fussy eaters ... ... >
article did not finish, like she tired at the end of a Flash, I click Play, elegant voice echoed in the empty room.
/ Every time I come past is sunny / remember we have ever had before / the tears started to spread a little bit ... ... When my eyes close / I'll always see / you will all realize the promise / I kissed your face / You have not by my side / I wish you had a good point / line broken love / I do not do break / just want to hear your honey at bedtime words sweet words ... ...
Flash made a little rough, but I hold back for a long time that tears or drops down, the outcome of the screen there are lines of small print.
want to see your face again.
I sat dark room, and finally burst into tears, I do miss you, my favorite woman, had a chance to pet you, had a chance to fulfill its promise, I had a chance to let you do the most beautiful bride.
I did not even see above you one last time, I'm damned. Yes, I understand that you are the most important, but unfortunately you can not wait for me.
five
Qingming no rain this year, I gave up CS, do white collar, I will want you to be my most beautiful bride.
I would come here every week, I just want to talk to you like your tombstone white purity. The breeze blows through your hair like my face is still my favorite miss your smiling face. Friends and family are surprised at my change, I do not smoke, do not play CS, and do not go on, and kept a lovely dog like you, as good as when we say,
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