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Ryoko brother first met when he was 12 years old, I was 9 years old, he was in fourth grade, my second grade. His child by my head above the whole, people looked dirty look extremely uncomfortable. Ryoko
brother call me sister, I do not call him brother, I called his name Guo-Liang, or just tell him are present. Murakami
My father was a militia commander. In 1982, Murakami engage in contract, contracted with the father and mother of an apple orchard south of the village, the father competent, and skilled, our family apple production are higher than other people, life among the highest in the Murakami.
, however, did not last long. The summer of 1984, my father came back from weeding the orchard, to the west of the village bathe, go to a bar Mengzi never able to come up. Later, at home mother, a distant relative introduced stepfather. Stepfather family is poor, and finally discuss the wife and daughter can not stand it because of poverty with a grain of mainlanders ran reselling. So, from that day on, step-father and his son began a difficult life.
because apple orchard in the lack of people, two months after his father died, his stepfather came to our house, my mother and I live in East House, stepfather and brother live Ryoko Westinghouse.
stepfather is a very able to endure hardship for man, all day long soak in the orchard, the evening did not go home. Sometimes Gubuguolai
busy mother, would give the two of us 5 cents each, in the school canteen to buy biscuits to eat. Commissary biscuits are the boss bought from the town, sometimes every night of the day can not sell it sour, the boss black heart, put the day before the day mixed with sour fried sesame seed come together in new sales. Because often get rancid fried, then Ryoko brother so they just learn to cook, at the beginning, he often made paste, even if he does not paste the meals to me to eat, you eat paste, and I also wanted to talk to him.
schools far away from home for three years to turn a mountain ridge, the mountains full of lush trees and half the height of the wormwood, and sometimes heard not far from the wolf call. Mother do not worry, let me go to school with good sub-brother, and asked the good brother to look after my child. I do not want students to joke goes bad cop brother Ryoko, Ryoko brother for the first time to help me endorsement package, I severely throw off him, just keep moving forward. Therefore, each school the two of us always keep a distance of ten meters.
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summer day, Fang Lexue I did duty with the village people to go home early,
gucci watches, and I and Ryoko brother one after carrying a school bag on his way home. Go half way, the day suddenly dark, low clouds, dense mass, even not far from the village are out of sight. Has been good with the children in my brother behind, suddenly ran up to pull up my hand to the direction of home runs, I am scared, only one foot deep shallow kick followed him to run.
just ran ten meters, the sky suddenly fell to the hail, hail the size of corn kernels first sparse fall, blink of an eye, into a quail egg so big, a good son brother pushed me to the rock side of the road Under her head in his hands, chin on my head,
gucci bikinis, the whole body down on me. This went on foot for ten minutes, the sky was gradually with light. After the hail, leaving only the rain, I brother's body from the good son to struggle together, to see the hail on the ground everywhere, more than ten centimeters thick enough, I shook Ryoko brother, and found the back of his shirt with blood , with blood mixed with non-stop rain drip down from the head. Ryoko brother crouched on the ground, tight frown, keep playing the rack teeth.
I am overwhelmed, scared standing in the rain cried.
Soon, the mother came dressed in a sack, and a brother looks like see the good son, a mother will be ripped off a chunk of his shirt, tied to scramble Ryoko brother head, and then ride in his sack body, squat Ryoko toting brother go out into the town from running.
four or five in the mountain, full of hail, and her mother carrying a good head about the same sub-brother, went to the town's hospital in one breath, the way the lost shoe did not notice it.
mother's old cold leg is falling then, until now, every cloudy rain, the mother will constantly hammer fists to his knee. Later, often talking about things that day, good child have red eye socket of Columbia.
hail that year, a few kilometers of the side garden crops completely destroyed. Looked at the garden to be discounted hail down a tree and fruit and vegetable land, following the repairs you had to put back a little orchard, the trees planted soybeans between files.
1990, I, 15 years old, the family garden, and the contract expired, was sent a gift to the village, plus the stepfather is a foreign households, the village contracted out to someone else put the orchard. Angry stepfather could not eat anything a few days, that period of time, often heard at night stepfather and mother sighs. No orchards, stepfather bought from the market a few sheep, while sheep farming side, though not as before the day off, but can make do.
1991 winter mountain sheep in the post-stepfather, careful not to fall, the arms folded. To the county hospital for CT, even in the stepfather discovered the cancer cells a broken arm, the doctor said the disease because of infection caused by the long-term exposure to pesticides. Think of those years, carrying the drug barrels stepfather to the tree every day, spraying, hot day and sometimes not even wear a shirt, the mother of a rude awakening. Stepfather had the surgery the doctor put his arm cut off that part of the bone lesions of the bad,
gucci sunglasses 2011, and then pumping a rib connected, but the operation did not keep pace stepfather to leave, the second year of wheat harvest, the stepfather or leave us.
stepfather's death, my heart suddenly empty lot. I am very clear,
gucci sunglasses, step-father's illness to the family savings were used up to now the family, the mother certainly for our two people unable to read. Ryoko faces the entrance on the ground Gema, I am worried once he admitted to the University, the mother must make me drop out, I know the mother, such a decision, she did it.
However, the fact is not the direction I expected. The day after the college entrance examination, good brother to her mother leaving a child diagram letter went to the provincial capital to work. In the letter, he said, to take the exam just want to prove your own strength; not the father, since they have a responsibility to support the family. He also said his sister, you must study hard for your brother is Zaguomaitie also complete a college. . . . . . . Ryoko
brother scored higher than the entry score 16 points, score down the period of time,
gucci sale, the mother frantically ask around Ryoko brother's whereabouts and a special car to the provincial capital, running all over the provincial capital of all construction site, still could not find him. Ultimately, this became the mother of all guilt in later life forever. In the fall
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1993, Nankai University, I got his wish to be admitted.
early winter day at noon, I came back from the library and read the same quarters of them said a fellow mother asked to me to get the winter clothes. Open the burden, which is a knitted wool trouser and a new down jacket, feeling the leather coat, sleeping on my upper berth Dumay exclaimed: It really is down the miles Down! I heard a long time silent. I know it certainly is a good sub-brother Down to buy, when, down jacket just fashionable, the price is very expensive, let alone students, are generally people who wear this thing to work is particularly small. Do Muoi said that one fellow come to you asking questions, and seems very concerned about you. I said, it was not my fellow, my brother. What did he say she said that it is your hometown, I bit lip, tears welling up.
my second year of study in Tianjin, brother and a village girl, married, gave birth to a nephew, Xiaoqiang. After graduation, I get the county, also married, have children, Ryoko brother is not far away from my work at a construction site.
2004 early winter day, I order the unit reports, suddenly received a call from sister in law, wife cried and told me, Ryoko brother in the building to the newly built wall painting, the tie off wire scaffolding hook, good brother and another child workers from the third floor of a high shelf fell off, and now she is sent to the Third People's Hospital of way. I throw things in the hands of
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gucci shoes, rush out to catch a taxi to the third hospital in the emergency room door and saw two people the same village, they are carried down from the car Ryoko brother, brother's lips Ryoko, face, body there was blood, I grabbed his hand, shouting brother while whining cry. Hear my cry, Ryoko Genu force opened his eyes, murmured a sentence: to, any tears flowing in the face of the bossy. Ryoko
brother fell, breaking her left leg and two ribs, in which a rib inserted into the lungs, surgery more than six hours, I have been standing outside, terribly upset. When the doctor came out to tell my patients out of danger, I was suddenly a soft feet, fell to the ground.
Before this, I never thought about this and I have not a blood relationship of people in my life could be so important. At that moment, I suddenly knew, that summer 18 years ago, when he was overcast with a body block hail hit me, my life will be doomed with his hard to let go.
people say, thicker than water, however, thicker than blood, but it is such a life and death dependency relationship. There is a feeling, called each other, it is from being a recent, and not broken, it is an everlasting mutual penetration, is a life into the warmth of each other.