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340752 2008 年 12 月 06 日 09:45 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: Essay Records
Note: LiLei (male) and Han Meimei (female), respectively, in the form of the readme.
not comment on anything, please, first read.
when I was wearing rubber gloves a hand to this so-called world, I is not happy, because it is so cold and noisy, so I cry, and I felt was people hold to report to,
puma mens shoes, was calling all kinds of nauseating title. They politely not touch my lower body to touch, but also nervous screaming: is with the child's! I'm not a cucumber, how will bring the child? I later learned was an old lady playing with my grandmother that the child, earnestly and said: This guy had his long black eggs is a very homely Huaqiang future!
aunt I was a serious hold to this world, a little aggrieved, the mother's body is very hot, very cold outside. Grandma Pie Zhezui at the door, this is not the child of one, grandmother standing in the door in my face call: our family's cotton jacket, and my father smiled innocently, her mother secretly cried ... ... \
I gradually began to like the world, and gradually began to like my body. Eyes open ever since that day, the world is laughing all for me, I eat, drink and Lazard will cause them to laugh. When I put a foam that claims to heat the urine is bared to the faces of the people of my father, he actually laughed bitterly, and called my mother. Side to help me clean the side of the mother said to him: You see how far Lilei bared how high that thing will grow up better than you.
3 years old, a blustery rain-soaked night, I was awakened by thunder, opened his eyes, my mother actually is not around. I want to cry, but his voice hoarse, struggling after some unnecessary fear, decided to go to her mother. I was struggling to climb out of bed, opened the heavy door, through the dark corridor, stop at the bathroom door, where the issue some strange sound, bang bang bang ... ... ooo, ooo ... said my child did not listen ... Malaysian monkeys caught will be eaten, but Malaysia is like monkey mothers voice crying in pain.
through the door, I first saw a ########## man and woman at the same time - my father and mother. They hugged each other entanglement, standing there Jiaocheng a strange shape. To earth with their side, cried while whining that comes from I do not understand the voice of the world. I was scared, and cried. The first time in my life because of the panic anxiety. I cry apparently scared them unbearable, they immediately separated, and my father spent a second or two, her mother to cover his body with the quilt, so to see that after me, grabbed pajamas rushed over.
When my father held me into the nursery, I saw that ugly since been called the \and I do not like children. Her head a green bow, who has pink skirt, a pair of shiny black face, big eyes, I feel that spring is the most beautiful thing. The teacher told me her name Han Meimei, I pulled her hand, soft and warm, as her smile. The spring of that year is still cold, but I feel like a warm bath in the afternoon sun.
they said I was the most beautiful doll, I have a green bow and pretty pink skirt. That year I was sent to a place called the nursery, where there are strange aunt and many toys the most fun is the kindergarten children have a bad name Lilei, he often took off my side little shorts, bare buttocks with pride Tell me: nothing remarkable doll, because you did not have a penis.
day I was scared, I cried for her mother, said: \
Lilei favorite game to play with me pee in the game, said this is a secret between the boys, but I do not understand why girls would be going to the toilet standing wet pants, and boys are able to proudly an arc in the air. Nursery wall covered with Lilei their record, I punched the great difficulty is only one Xiaodong Dong, really frustrating.
those days, my parents often late at night in the kang angle Debating the next day, they often tell me that they spoke with each other funny stories, talking to each other they gave me clothes. Nursery placement, we are all class and I pee standing up, like a child. My sleep is no longer around Han Meimei.
kindergarten from 3 years old and I Lilei in a class, eat together, sleep together. But one day in the morning, when I've found sleeping Lilei refined into the ugly girl, who is very angry ~ ~ ~ Later aunt said, because we 5 years old, so sub-classes of male and female classes. I do not know why 5 years old should Placement? Why not start points? Or simply do not point? But this does not affect my friendship and Lilei, in addition to not sleep together, we can play the game, along with classes together, ate together ... ... kiss each other's face. This is our secret.
Han Meimei and my one class at a primary school, sitting on my right front seat. Every time when she was wearing a skirt, and that the students around her, our pencils are often out on the ground, I want to see where I am afraid that I do not know what to see, my heart beat like a drum, But I have to stop. Until one day, she saw me move, her shame and I am ashamed, let us all red in the face, from my pencil did not fall to the ground again.
7 birthday is coming, that summer day I bid farewell to kindergarten. Mom and Dad told me that I was a schoolboy once had. My bag is very beautiful, and pink stationery. The last few days in kindergarten, proudly showing off to me these new gadgets small. Lilei and I was in a class, perhaps because of the time kindergarten understanding, I Lilei always had a strange feeling, this feeling increased with increasing grade. One day, the walls of the school do not know who wrote with chalk like Zhang Xiaohong Li Gang, Zhang Xiaohong cry.
thing I began to change, not altogether unpleasant unknown, so I often observe with a magnifying glass in the middle of the night themselves, a sense of worry haunting me, I vaguely feel it and I like the girl on .
some female students started the class not to wear a small vest, and they wore clothes and her mother the same thing, that thing is so beautiful, it can also allow the clothes chest, holding up high, and finally One day I could not help but told her: \Began to change my chest, a faint touch to a little pain would be.
fifth grade that evening on the way home, Han Meimei suddenly asked me: Do you like me? I like to say that without hesitation. You say that we kissed it. All come so suddenly, I did not even swallow a spittle, when she blocked my mouth, the street shops of the tape recorder is placed a husky man singing \is that song together in that moment of my lower body, I think it has become an iron ornamental, warm tongue in her bloom.
way to school, do not know why, I suddenly bold to ask to go home Lilei - Do you like me? He answered very simply, and then kissed me. At that moment, and kindergarten kiss, as if very different. But since then the Lilei seems no different.
the kiss never came back, as the innocence of my childhood. Growing beautiful bad boy you much favor, me and you the distance between. Physiology lessons, the slightest change in your body are imprinted on my mind, I often imagine myself as a hero, will intercept your inspiring roll after roll bad boy were killed, and then hold you like a movie star as Feelings softly kiss you.
13-year-old one day, I went through a woman's menstrual periods in life. That afternoon I went to the bathroom suddenly found themselves out of the Jisi blood in urine. Endless fear to stay for a few seconds, I realized that might have been dirty underwear and skirts ... ... I use the side of the body against the wall, stumble back to the classroom. After school, I was afraid to go home, fear of people see my dress. My anxiety was crying. Dark, I sat in the classroom. Suddenly, I heard my mother's footsteps, she anxiously in the classroom door. \
bad boy who I was severely beaten, and you're there staring blankly, and asked: Lilei Why are you a brick hit my boyfriend? The night before graduation, you came to me sadly and said to me that it's you best. I was surprised and passive, and you hug and you panic and awkward to kiss. I had enjoyed pack days into his trembling hands below your clothes (I think out into your skirt, I'm afraid there may be hidden in a ferocious beast), even so, you are still crying and pushed me: So you is also a rogue!
14-year-old boyfriend when I have my own, from my childhood, he took over the role of partner Lilei. Lilei once inexplicable and his fights, and I shouted \Boyfriend and I always like tired tired YY, is also time and again to put his hand into my clothes, I wildly dodging, \The night before graduation, I was saddened to find Lilei, would like to return to the past. He was surprised and passive, and I embrace, but unexpectedly reached into my clothes below my heart froze, turned out he is a rogue!
you not in my high school, I'm not your world. You heard from since three years, I was surprised to find that I did not do this you'd rather die. I ought to try harder to read, and vowed to leave the town, female high school students came out of the bread as the expansion, his face suffused with the flush of spring, I believe there is far more beautiful girl, and I not care about the girl on the side, even if They wore a white dress no one came to my home.
I was walked into the City, focused on high school boys are all around outstanding,
puma running shoes, and Lilei gradually away from my life as before we no longer intimate. Not a comfortable conversation and frequent contact, our friendship gradually die, and this year I rarely take the initiative to think of him.
I suddenly woke up in the middle of the night, I dream a girl into the body, I clearly think you look like, that winter night, my tears and my crotch like the cold.
my flashlight, secretly lying in bed watching Qiong Yao's \The boy is growing up so a night like Lilei.
University to receive notice of, I saw a long absence, you, you smile like a rainbow in the sky, you say you and I was admitted to the same university. Evil that one, I think everything can start over, you are far away beautiful girl.
few months later, we admitted to the university. I was surprised to find that I became a student with Lilei. So long gone, but his eyes still the same as before, and I smiled at him. To celebrate Lilei the excellent play in the entrance, I sent him a bottle of CKin2u perfume, it is my favorite flavor.
for me, in fact, the so-called ivory tower is no ivory, some are burning the midnight oil as bone rubbing dawdle mahjong, and the endless desire for women and obscenity.
Although I Lilei on the same university, but all the past has disappeared. Only the path of the chance encounter each campus had to remind him away from me I was so close, and each passing rains when the smell of perfume seems to be touched my heart. A Department of Economics, play the guitar boys always playing downstairs in my dorm room serenade, from the waning moon to full moon, shells, and Lilei or more children and his group of buddies hanging out in their dorm collusion.
Every night, the dim lamp, watching the girls love letters red in the face, the boys in bed tinker pounding drums. I spread like a brother, read it slowly and study hard more than ten years of repression and confusion, to exchange knowledge and experience in the dormitory under the guise of stagnation in the wound.
accompanied serenade downstairs, every day I still receive letters that makes cakes boys a love letter to the bone. Curtain hiding in bed, my heart beating to jump, almost out of his throat. I do not consciously pick up the small mirror, which was thrown Zhang Junxiu a reddish face.
teaching building in the corner, a large playground in the stands, breaking dorm bed nets, the farmers persimmons forest, always staged Qingdouchukai A film, vowed myth. A vague and dangerous signals can allow men and women shirtless diametrically opposite each other in the contest was stumbling and sweating, rivers of blood.
after six months, the grass on campus, the Department of Economics boys suddenly reached into my coat. His trembling fingers touched the back, with heavy breathing. I think he is experienced, because under his stroke, I was so comfortable. Then he started kissing my lips. That moment, I thought Lilei ... ... Which one, is my first kiss it?
At this time, the fig leaf of love, desire, desire to vent is the mantra, green campus, is a cute big pirate ship, it was then on into the new, it was done since fallen, while the I strayed into the mud like a fish, the vain world touching the ground, in the chaotic days of shameless growth.
gradually girl in our dormitory has its own boyfriend, morning to evening of the day faceless individual films, back to the dormitory is also a curtain to hide in his bed, or reading a love letter, or write a love letter. Finally one night, the sisters opened the meeting and talks will be returning to the bench, I was surprised to discover that everyone is so hungry and crazy.
agreed that we love high school graduation, for the season to lose the color, you do not not my, I can not not you not be reached. Days under the sun, childhood actually become so ridiculous. A half a year just learning the guitar guy, holding the guitar in the window you call the love songs on the several voice tone deaf, let you think you fall in love, will never be interested in debauchery.
University last year, I fell in love with my art history teacher. He is a neurotic young, pale, with long, slender fingers. I told best friend Lisa, I began to fall in love with him from his hands, that was once I even daydreams Pina: summer afternoon in the sleepy classroom, slender fingers on the blackboard reads words, Nana hazy eyes ... ... I have a mature body is undergoing some kind of indescribable reaction, but no one noticed.
I do not know should regret or rejoice, my first time not Han Meimei, the moment has come neither holy, nor dignified, and I like the big ass Andy's illicit ######ual relations were occasionally placed on a magnet, light Light a smoke will stick together. Although I try and look like a veteran, but that just five minutes left her laughing. I Diukuixiejia, like onto the altar of sacrifice, willing to dead in under a person's desire not only insisted on heroic to die, but also full of helpless tragedy.
Later, in a dark late at night, and he let me in the office into a woman. His slender fingers have been twitching of the cheeks from my stroke to the internal body. This is unlike the last time in the grass that is touching, the feeling is amazing. He like predators, it seems, is to take away something from my body ... ... This makes me very afraid the beginning, but will not live to desire. He was a lonely man, he very quiet, but very good at body language.
sounded out the window at this time you call my voice, and asked whether I go to the movies at night, my long-lost soul in that voice when I look back, that voice has allowed me to tears. Only five minutes shameful experience that hateful things, like to be holding in your hands, the moment it became a burning torch lollipop.
I miss and your first kiss, and that first cool autumn night.
day, I feel pain. But irresistible urge to look for him again. Even the middle of the night sitting in front of his dorm to wait. The ineloquent lover for a semester after leaving the city, is said to further study the. I and the class with other students learned in the winter after the end of this message.
graduation day, I did not understand why the crying and so sad that tears come cheap, and that feelings of Chung's boring because you and I will meet again tomorrow, because tomorrow you and I will be adjourned to Love. My brother left me spread is endless cocky, I love the girl was left to my endless torture. We like being a prisoner amnesty, pay zero tears pour, hot fire of intercourse, are transformed into original sin on the same boat. Bachelor cap when we throw the sky, the dream start to do arena, do not hesitate to self-imposed exile.
finally graduating, we are immersed in the day, dinner and tears into. By Jiu Li, I and every good feeling the boys have had to embrace, as if they no longer life in my life. Soon gave me to leave the campus joy and sadness, unknown world waiting for me, the unknown man is also waiting for me.
I am in the north, you are in the South, you said that we still have a long day, we miss each other, read the letter, but of others elsewhere on the bed. In rivers and lakes, eggs could not help himself, I learned strange position, in the evening cock fuss, and who knows what tomorrow will meet the girl.
I am in the South, you are in the north, - and I began a long love. He was frustrated in official circles on the 30-year-old man, to work every day, work, go home at night into the arms of the night, into the arms of nicotine alcohol. He and his wife no ###### life early on, so he naturally often look at the arms of another woman as a man and the feeling of a conqueror.
my nights so I can not stand alone, as I will not tolerate why you fly south. I touched countless women ##########, I am in a breath and a strange sound sleep. Dream of the day you still look, I just remember my tears like rain hitting your beautiful chest. No head no tail section after section of the romance, I gradually gray world, a woman who called Han Meimei, whether wearing a gift awake?
party at a friend's where we met. The first time I knew this decadent man is married, did not have anything to do with his thought, until one day he was kissing the back seat of my car.
mother that you are thirty years, and soon married a woman find a good bar. Impatient father said, the older men more in demand. Sometimes they ask what Han Meimei, I just say that we have, respectively, for a long time, very long.
From this point onwards we
to establish a happy relationship for the purpose. We like all lovers, like the exchange and sharing of joy, pain, disappointment and hope. No one thought about the future to how. My body good, but I like laughing about \One day I said, if I die, I want you to tear. He smiled and pinched my nose and said, with me,
puma kids shoes, how did you die? Then kiss me, let me go. The relationship with my unwanted pregnancies in the end. When I lay on the operating table when the end of the life of a child, said to himself: \I deleted his phone number, he did not need to occur again.
many friends I attended the wedding, there are men and women, every face and painted with hope, it is said that the University Class 6 honors soldier married a slut, and I spread every brother people will say that married a flower girl. There are a few continue to keep the divorce remarriage drinking buddy, while younger than the wife who is more unprofitable, while upstairs the name of no-win mahjong.
good friend Nana sitting in the store look at the scenery, I saw a young man. He had one of my favorite big eyes. Nana said it was her boyfriend. All this is so off guard and promote the occurrence of the ... ... like a big cup of ice cream, and you know and eat a stomach ache, but it is still open to the greedy mouth. We left each other on the phone.
this age spend thirty or no sense to me, because I still have a 10-year-old heart and a 20-year-old artifacts, at least for now. I found it in a different woman with a Han Meimei, I do not know whether there is love between you and me, my body and I love the separation is extremely thorough, as if the cap and the association that thing. Nostalgia and I laugh every time you, every gesture, every time sad. I often want to dial your phone, but I do not want to hear what you think about it does not matter.
One day, I drank a lot of wine, open the door quite a splitting headache, a sudden someone appears behind him, one arm around me, then kissing me breathless . ... ... Drunk seems like a dream to have ###### after the general, you know they are doing, but the feeling is so untrue, Carven entered, I can only passively accept, what, two, three times ... ... His crisp action, so I have a sense of humiliation was hunting, but I can not move, I can not give him a slap in the face ... ... Finally, when not restrain me shiver of pleasure, when I finally straw called out, he bit me severely, and then I heard he SAID: \
Finally, when I was about to take a girl home, received a drunk in your phone, you say you want to come back to me, you said you finally got tired of wandering. That spring, my tears like rain, sad piece of Bay Street is full. I said I will never forget the evening you kiss me, I said I can not stand without you the sun, winter is over, you fly back to the north of Castle Peak grass.
So, we entered the marriage hall, the parents smile, wife's mother's tears, students sigh, the former girlfriend of indifference, everything was a matter of course. I dressed your wedding, wedding on you and I look confused. That night we did a long time, I asked where you come in the end, so long as the night like a fairy tale.
we got married, the beginning of all marriages are simple and cheesy, ah, that is. I remember that night only.
dawn came the bad news, we got married, the upper edge of the brothers died in the Potala Palace, the baths, he died in Lhasa, a girl who, ##########, elongated fingers, said that his The soul may be forgiven, because he left when the high tide, deep blue eyes looking up at the TV drama heaven.
Lilei children accompanied by pleasure best friend die, maybe he is happy, I looked around the man, he would one day like to go?
did not last long, something called his son's body drilled Han Meimei, six pounds seventy-two, eggs, black to long, you say this is the crystallization of our love, I think this is probably a nightmare field, my parents played with the grandchildren of the lifeblood, wiping away tears, said many children from now on our house.
We have a son at the right time, eyes like my nose like Lilei. The first time I felt a man associated with me so, not only because he was born from my body. I started to take care of him wholeheartedly.
slim Han Meimei my beautiful fat baby into the wide his mother, his son every day anti-rattling in the room Ding, work and family so I'm exhausted, just want to rely on every day in the comfortable bed. This child is smart like a monster, just learned how to talk to watching TV on a big face a call for Charles Zhang.
I started to gain weight. Exhausted by his son endure, still can not let me return to pre-pregnancy shape. Lilei too lazy like a pig, big or small home as if each piece has nothing to do with him.
the saying goes, a woman aged thirty, such as wolves, such as the tiger, I just like a mammoth Han Meimei, she no longer stay in shape, but has a more spicy longer desire, when children fall asleep, she Baan Kang pulled to the corner, the next night, it was a slightly scary face, but I'm growing weary brother, Buhuozhinian, crotch is no longer a Gunslinger.
but with the kids growing up, I found back my desire is like a snake's body, perhaps because the child around, it seems kind of hidden matter stimulation. Lingering in my experience in the unlimited marital initial enthusiasm, only to find Lilei enthusiasm seemed to gradually slip away. The child has changed my body, or, is the years changed everything?
God bless, Han Meimei was frowning again as gentle as her son was in elementary school, that thing is longer for longer than the iphone. At the conference, the teacher said that more and more like your son into the ladies room, my dear Han Meimei has rebuked he is illiterate. She took me crowded out, more and more concerned about the way his son in the house, so I think of it in bursts to hand over public grain.
dying sun blood at some point, I am cold smile, the hands have a half smoked cigarette. There is a huge bell on the wall, walked in silence. I felt a bit cold, put the sweater Phi Lilei to him. That had me dying choking smoke of the past now obediently stay in my fingertips.
clean up residual footer, settle down, I called the business by leaps and bounds, work big Ben, the weekend ram, I exploit the city's white-collar workers more than 500, the oil I bought the hard Bang Bang finally get an erection. My Han Meimei says her husband well, and then to save all my money into her personal bank. Xiaomi provoke a new office called Janny, lordosis after the stick, looks like my wife then, but the fox is too presumptuous, is an open board Huaichun look like. I said, the company management business strategy, can not help but think of mind spring under her skirt, I like the students as restless, my heart and Andy as the first Orioles as long grass.
suddenly the telephone rang up, I heard the sound the death knell as persistently urge.
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\I burst into tears, collapsed on the carpet.
thunder outside that evening, I looked at clouds outside the office setting sun, swear to god this can not be premeditated, as tonight, and his wife to go shopping. Janny do not know when came in and said to report to me, I ask why you do not go home, back home she said, jealously guarding its availability is also a person. Han also not to mention the old saying, we opened a large desk battlefield, Ben, I did Meihuasannong six golden spear, and this 20-year-old girl said that super cool super cool.
I began to love the clothes, I want to wash away the Lilei strange perfume on the shirt, hard to wash, you can always wash clean. I put them under the summer sun is very bright sunlight, but eventually there will be perfume. Your sweater, knitted sweater I, ah, they never wash clean stained with the lipstick. What brand of lipstick? I want to buy one, because it is so durable. And my lipstick was always disappear after the kiss.
the mirror my hair is still black, but that hair has turned gray areas, Han Meimei that even apparently small head than the bulk of physical exertion, you must be Nandaonvchang outside. 60 you had one foot into the coffin, to see a fox one day you pull into the cemetery. Swear to Chairman Mao, I only have that crazy an accident, it has long been my fox to Shenzhen to make false statements when the owner of a bride. I have prostate problems began to appear, it will no longer see the beautiful heart of Jing waves. It was the desire to finally inexplicable confusion recession, it is estimated half of the year they have tried two no semen.
In addition to her husband and son, and I have the first three men, a man of artistic temperament. Our weekly appointments, and then embrace in a wet nap, and then go home.
my son repeated my story, but he should be worse than when I was a hundred times, competence for two years to seven or eight girls. His mother with the little rogue Han Meimei, said the old rogue, I said, young people are growing up a harmonious society. Sons do not want to listen to our old story, he said, a woman identified only money these days, the other is the fun ###### with a.
I am 56 years old, her husband started chastened, in addition to entertainment, the longer a romantic affair. At the same time, 19 son had a girlfriend and ###### secrets.
night, painful death of my prostate, I watched helplessly through the curtain into the moonlight, my tears shed full of wrinkles in my hand, my Han Meimei was snoring sleep sleep. My career has made me boring, industrial and commercial tax day toss my nervousness, I miss the brothers in the street and the upper years of eating pancakes, I miss the time crying in the dormitory before. That night I fall asleep with tears, black and white dream, a pear tree in bloom on the boundless Begonia.
in the afternoon I often rapid heart beat, his face dry and hot. I know that you are going to bid farewell to the old eggs. This thing comes quietly, just as menarche. I could not resist, could not help but feel some sadness. Husband bought me some medicine. With the coming of age, he was considerate of my increase. Unfortunately, we can not go to the passion of the year.
I am old, incredibly old, and many people called me Grandpa, I no longer think that is a curse. Nurse in me tied a pacemaker, I said give me the lower body also installed an electric sausage, a small nurse said color you die hard old man, my wife in a wheelchair said that he that is installed phase. I suspect that every night can wake up tomorrow and every morning, Han Meimei to be lying on my chest, and he said you can not walk in front of me, otherwise, this bed will be too cold at night.
he would fall asleep in my afternoon, quietly watching me, and then in the sun reading a book. And I often fall asleep after his hand across his forehead.
my friends die one after another, my son is still in bursts for the girl. That day I saw Han Meimei silver hair, in the dim lamp made with crystal light, I suddenly found that I was so in love with this woman, I suddenly regret not to have left her with all the passion of desire. Now I can only dry day, stroking her hands and silver hair, asked her if she liked the calm after the storm the sun.
19-year-old son to college live on campus before the last time I washed my son's underwear. Sun shining above the retention material. Has a special smell of the thing in every person's nose, is not the same. This is my farewell ceremony.
son finally has his legal spouse, who she looks like to sell the Sun Erniang Roubao Zi, Han Meimei secretly crying all day, said she was distressed our son, how he would take it again finds no fault with such a peremptory . I do not think that his son is eating the wrong medicine, the woman must particularly good in bed, their life is like Huangzhongdalv, the day the whole of the Bing Bing Bang Bang Simmons.
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62-year-old son, married, and I began to believe in religion. \Because it is not just about God, in fact, is about ######. Adam and Eve so that reproduction of the human; obscene destruction of the human to God; incest ###### for continuation of the daughters of Lot ... ... as long as people of the human place, where men and women, must have ######. Although I have come to bid farewell to ######, but I found an interesting theory. Especially when I am from the \I want to praise the Lord, praise God, praise life of praise ... .... Maybe this is life, when you say goodbye to something, found out it was more beautiful.
Fortunately, this daughter
fairly realistic, soon give birth to a child, Han Meimei approached turned for a long time, frowning, told me that her heart pull pull cool cool. The child will no longer black eggs to long because she did not grow that bird-like.
68-year-old me, and when the grandmother. At that time I was at home cooking the chicken, the husband answered the phone in the living room, his son told him that we just had the third generation. I can not wait to go to the hospital, full of joy to the children to see how long he may be the fact that made me so disappointed, though she looks as lovely as an angel. However, this child is no longer the egg into a long, really, do not blame my son preference, it is not the same taste.
often pass in front of my old cat made no appearance presumably know die of old age in which dump. I could not even get out of bed have become difficult, to my dear Han Meimei can even come down to earth, she said she was a teenager I dreamed of, she pulled a piece of red sorghum ran.
We are old, and I obviously think the legs and feet as they used when climbing stairs is so difficult, and my Lilei even get out of bed is difficult. I love the memories, whether it is day or a dream, I think Lilei, also thought the memory of those who have said that a man love me, and occasionally even the desire to be desired.
day she helped me bathe in a warm bath, her hand gently stroking my body, I was surprised to find that thing actually tilt, I felt smooth all the light to fly. Han Meimei old devil said you were not serious, be careful that destroy your fragile heart. I smiled and replied nothing but Yang seems that, perhaps I was even so that's one more than his old rifle. Han Meimei lovingly touched that thing, much as a hint of tears in his eyes, she said, if you like, we play with one press on the last.
Lilei has been a week without a shower, and I helped him get into bathtub, stroking his thick shoulders still, the promises have become more sentimental in my heart, this is a man I keep a lifetime, one day we can Ben to their paradise. Lilei desperate way to restore the old rifle from his, and this one has achieved the most memorable of our lives.
the passion that the last time I almost asked for his life, our actions can have been a strong recognition of the children, his son said, Dad you are wonderful, are not stand up can actually tighten the Prancing Horse gun. A model husband and wife wife said you really should look after the feelings on the CCTV said. This crazy price is recuperating in the hospital six months, such as discharge, I can not do without hands Flanagan ugly stick. Han Meimei I do not regret it after I asked, I said this is the happiest time of my life, if that day I have to go, I'll smile and walked into a paradise full of beautiful women.
Lilei the hospital, after all, is 70 old people, which can withstand that kind of crazy. Children and grandchildren to run around every day in hospitals and at home, and I will burn on a pot of soup for him. I still remember being immersed in the day, and soon the world the sad so I am eager to hear those voices had told me Erbinsimo. Trembling pick up the phone, one pass, two pass, three ... who gave me the climax of the men have left nothing but this beautiful world.
this we no longer regret that every day we in hand, rocking chair sitting in front of satisfaction, the door to a new kitten, it is like to hold our legs, licking our hands, flapping damselflies flying in the sky.
I finally completely give up hope,
puma women shoes, I wholeheartedly welcome the return of discharged Lilei. We also like the appearance of youth back to a day slowly walking down the street holding hands, saying only us can understand the hurt feelings.
unwittingly gave birth to our granddaughter a big fat guy, actually have four generations of our family. Have to be blind Han Meimei cried quickly see what that thing fineness, grandson held the string is a bit like the strange old man like peanuts. Han Meimei muttering that this kid is not the Lee family, the future is likely to Wowonangnang. I said why do you speak the heart of the hundred years later, eyes were going blind more than that thing still misses long black.
92 years old, I have re-grandson, our family actually has four generations. But I have not see that child looks like. Baby toddler soon, Lilei in an outing in the stroke admitted to the intensive ward.
day we are still together, basking in the sun, just re-grandson will be walking out to my hands, I guess he wanted me to help him pee, to struggle together to put him on. My eyes suddenly black, and then follow the Lueqi a white light. I wake up and have been lying on the ground, the child's urine is bared warm on my face, I want to call me Han Meimei, but can not bear to disturb her sleep.
This is a beautiful spring, but I think I should go - the ward white quiet air the fragrance of a disinfectant. I looked at the memory of the album, I think of Mom and Dad, I think of Lilei, Department of Economics boys thought, art history teacher, I think that Lilei did not know, and never know a lover ... ...
Fengyun I know we should stop beating heart, but I would rather that, in silence to find the legendary paradise. The child cried and cried, I smiled at his small penis trembling, whispered the child not be afraid, grandfather to this, you still have a long way, long ... ...
Lilei finally abandoned me. As a woman,
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