write to what once loved that you

Since we cannot be together, that asks you to be not stood by again
　　
Missing also is not kind of result, turn round to still can leave some of what Hellip;hellip;
　　
Once thought you are a whole world, but already good that day distant. All the time since, I want just a simple be deeply attached to each othering, not excessive not China, not close not far. All the time since, ever expected, one day we can pull a hand until forever. Once thought, we begin simple happiness so can lightly. Just, I do not know, everything is I think only, I once thought, and you never had been cared about.
　　
You say, am I before Ldquo; good? Rdquo;
　　
I do not know, at least I can tell you for certain Mdash;mdash; to I do not like present you. Present what do we calculate. Why to ask you when me, when whether we deteriorate already, you were denied however. A paragraph of feeling is managed such, still do not calculate metamorphism? I cannot cheat myself, I cannot believe me before this kind not clear not the so called love of Hunan, I want all the time. And you also do not need to let me believe through denying, we still perfect be like first. I admit I am stupid, but I am not foolish. Consider me invisible, calculate me to feel do not wear, but my heart still is in, it still can be felt, our love, it is your transient scenery.
　　
I say, ldquo; piggy, why are you mixed different before? Rdquo;
　　
You say, the meeting is good after Ldquo; . Rdquo;
　　
After I do not know, can be much further, why we do not hold now repeatedly, why we should talk not present later. When you and I talk, I am thinking, you are perfunctory I. If be remained only between us,be perfunctory, I why rare your unmindful. I am not sad, what don't this calculate, just why tear can flow, I also do not understand.
　　
I am awaiting, be me only wait to be in your not delay is not slow in disappear danger. You gave a hope, gave me the possibility, but you are not brave, did not give me wanted warmth however. Resemble be in the day with a torrential heavy rain, you gave me the hope that rain can stop, but you did not give me the umbrella. I know rain can stop, sunshine can appear, but what I present need is an umbrella, is not to want you to tell me rain those who stop is adumbrative. I want, do you give is rising still you do not think?
　　
Or this is best result, part company now you do not love total have an easy time my postpone again and again. Loose your hand, leave your left and right sides, I go ahead. This meeting is me, true disengagement. Since do not have love, then I am about to be faced bravely; Since be impossible, then I am about to understand clearly. I like clear jubilation, I like to love each other in vain in vain obviously, I like complete end, and do not need make a concession, the move such as stoop to compromise a certain person will love. While god gave us life, gifted the freedom that we choose. Select a person that loves you, this is insufficient; Select the person that you love, this still is lamentable; Since can choose, we have the right to choose that to like his oneself also like. Say on the book, if love each other two people cannot go, the lot that shows you then is insufficient still. Want, loving each other is not so simple. What is more,the rather that two people, want all one's life to be together, this must have how many love, more or less to include, how many care, more or less show consideration for and meantime of be in harmony of photograph of how many years.
　　
You do not give a promise, also do not say sorry to, prescient risk, I however defect thereinto. Chun Quqiu comes, it is a fleeting time nevertheless. Of meantime is dispute blame, 100 turn 1000 times. What is just acceptance to you. Some moment, I always treat your speech as acceptance, small happiness is worn. It is later only, I know however, those are not acceptance, you say, you do not make pair of my commitment. That is engraved temporarily, I just discover achingly, original commitment divides several kinds, the should marry you word that you say, I was taken seriously, and you just say just. I am sad, not be to say oneself must marry you, feel however, why such you are OK saying, do in that way again however. I think, I am incorrect others is lying, that people can say true word to me, and I also spent 23 year so, until encounter you. I understood, original person is OK so hypocritical. Feeling also can follow affectation. Of course, you are likely may not agrees with this is kind of affectation, pretty good, my word, you also do not need approval. Because the edge cries to write by the side of me now, took the subjective feeling tint of a lot of.
　　
I say, I do not need you to many love me. I want you to give open-armed and equal love to me only.
　　
You say, I can.
　　
I do not know what you can do, be after putting all things, can you do this? You do not call, do not send a short message, even a day of QQ that hangs for ages but with me a word of say a few words, is this love? my sincerity cannot see in your eye, also still also do not experience in your heart? So, you gave me equal love. But, this or love? You do not love, you also expert to admit just greatly and tell me please? You think you do not say, am I happy? You think you do not say, didn't I know?
　　
Tao Jingying says, ldquo; auxes would rather sober very reluctantly abandon you, also do not subdue him Rdquo; in the dream of love. Braided dream is again beautiful, that is not reality after all. The time of beautiful beauty, since love to rise, that still also is defeated to rise. Want to do not have us occasionally same also, alarming much redder orbit.
　　
You say, am there me bad?
　　
I want to ask, ? It is good to there is many?
　　
The woman is be swayed by considerations of gain and loss, and the duty of a man should achieve the feminine be swayed by considerations of gain and loss that does not allow him at least, give her safe sense. Either the woman is too young, just love each other to should immerse so originally with foam. Too much problem, still use ask again? I do not ask again, pestered again, do not want to disturb because of me only, because be afraid of you,do not explain only, because now in your eye, it is important that she still is returned than me. Then I bless you sincerely, do not take a bit hate. We answer so simple, although I am not yours,love most.
　　
I know memory is a kind of unwisdom, this lifetime allows me only stupid bout. Our love is too short, memory is too long however. You were met when I am considering have a love affair really for the first time, encounter so. I had had a lot of good illusions, had had a lot of longing, also had had sadness, had had anguish, if the shadow is followed,be these only row, in my memory, turned slowly circuit another. Writing down these memory, weeping below one second, I am completely clear already, you are others, have nothing to do again the composition of my love, this lifetime, make me so stupid bout, I do not care about this stupid.
　　
I think, if I had not loved, had not encountered a certain cut, and life can have much loneliness. Life always should suffer bit of injury, or won't know what is happy, or him go to school won't be cherished. Your occurrence, let me learn cherished one pace namely. We these people, namely such, carry a responsibility, two things, till 1000 things, in the go through the mill of 10 thousand things, began to understand slowly slowly. The society is grown, learning maturity.
　　
Ldquo; story Rdquo; is inputted on Google, can get 113000000 results, but Rdquo; of input Ldquo; ending, can get 44900000 results only however. Visible, not be every story has final result. Be like our story, like there is ending like.
　　
The person always should search happiness ceaselessly, our happiness learns to forget namely, forget once harm and ache, make a heart complete rise, hopeful face opposite is vivid. This letter writes you, I once loved that you, after I think now and then I can remember you, there still is a few to care in the heart, just after some love are abreaction, must install skyline each. Our metropolis is a bit happier, a bit more restful, again a bit happier.
(Gu smoke)