A male 's commitment

If one day going to depart this globe, I wish that the last destination is in your arms. Even if the edge of the bowl to drink Modoribashi forgotten remedy my before life,
next life, I still embrace you with memories to find you.
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Inscription in the marriage night, I suddenly asked a question Ting Yu: hope that their final destination, where?
presently as the export, then I apologize it. marrying day to query this question, also unpleasant a.
Sure ample, Ding Yu silent.
I'm trying to verbally reinstate, Ding Yu has spoke.
Thus, even to drink Modoribashi side Mengpo Tang, next life, I still embrace you with memories to find you. , I was the happiest woman in the world.
Ding Yu is a character is quite agreeable man. I do not understand whether it is for of such a role prevented him, in a corporation is still in front of one ordinary staff. had married When numerous of my friends do not know why I would choose him, at last, he and my monthly salary is only one quarter. But I always gentle and consistent sinking heart that can heal my daily toil.
married half a year, we have always lived in a three-storey establishing the company's small apartment. Although it is only a small set of Bedroom house, but we did not complain, with Ding Yu as saying: bread one day there will be. . I accustom to deem that the true meaning of love is insipid, the same day to day life style can be, I began to feel tired. everydayness replaced the phantasmal passion, marriage is beginning to show the boring so I lost it gradually up to the hereafter .
I hope I could feel the small buildings, or that he will make some changes. Dante unaware buildings just like a day as usual. Ding Yu was well written, also promulgated a small article, so after work always like Fuzaizhuoshang Draw and write. I wanted him to be competent to focus on more work, but always without success. Over time the collection of the perplexity and sadness of marriage to my heart ongoing numbness and closed, no longer feel love for a Siding
buildings.
Xu Yong namely the period apt come into my life.
fixed to set up a celebration, I sat alone on the dance floor edge productions with ruddy wine, Chennai bored cause, a middle-aged man asked me to dance.
night had a lot of people has amplified invitations to me, but I have been declined for various reasons. But before this man, it seems gestures are dispensed amid middle-aged men, primarily the kind of profession success to the distinctive magnetism, I can not refuse.
the sound of music and I dancing in the multitude that he owned in gently. psychedelic lights, I have some dizziness for a time. He murmured in my ear said: Right? Planning division. it? If even the appoint of his hireling did not know how I mingled ah! My label is Xu Yong. You're the only one today, and I dance with women. voicelessly climbed to encounter a track of vanity in my heart.
back home is early a.m., open the door, Ding Yu ailment is still in his desk book. see I came back, the small buildings have received the manuscript,GHD Pink Limited Edition, and then from the kitchen side of the a bowl out.
Bowl of the food you ... ... slit off his words, yet today, for all feel like a burglar doing, blurted said: back.
I did not speak, the darkness, my mind there was always a lusty and unrestrained that Xu Yong stature.

two
dim days there because a week.
That day occurred to be the weekend. just got off work, Xu Yong called me. I am not surprised how he knows my phone number, after all, he is my boss.
got home Ding Yuxing To Ang Yang that they went to Lake Park, as from today open to observers free of charge. I apologetic colleagues said about the party attach at night. see Ding Yu'm disappointed, but instead he says with a laugh to play amusement points.
Wong Lun Hotel is a famous four-star city hostel. to be here frequented by the rich that is your people. entry arrived, they saw a dark blue suit, Xu Yongli there.
I step with Xu Yong into the hall while he was in front of luxury overawed. the face of the hub is a colorful fountain, fountain after a small circular table, an elegant petticoat musician is playing the agreeable music,GHD MK4 Kiss Straighteners, either sides of the table, do some lofty shape clothes for men and women.
subconsciously glimpse at his popularity that is out of the dress, I can not assist the dark disgrace of Health ashamed.
us a palm tree in the lobby and sat down on the space. The regional outlook is hidden, you can obtain a glimpse of the lobby and sitting outside is not effortless to see from the inside.
'll feel a few glasses of wine, I began to loosen myself. Xu Yong Duanzhebeizai, smile and asked: it? Companies in the beautiful clouds, I would like to own and not really the best.
the meaning of words
Xu Yong me some confusion. Such a fascinating man you say the words that implied, so I suddenly have a trace of fear. As in the bring an end to ... fear of what, at that moment I do not understand. I'm almost there struggling
he said: The detriment of you look so helpless! it makes your smart eyes should look lost! calling out. More than half the detriment, was the man opened easily.
convolution of the piano music, Xu Yong's hand on me on the hair, ears, differentiating a gentle Xu Yong: br> as if a vortex sucked me, I subconsciously nod.
night, I did not go home.
a male, kindled my enthusiasm, it ambition be me into the - Paradise Lost.
three
afterward month, I had the luxury as rich aristocrat. I always arm Xu Yong, like a pair of pairs in love, out of a diversity of seniknow next to nothing ofcial salon. All this to be true, but I still dream trance.
night I did not go family, Ding Yu did not ask too much. Then went to my co-workers told me that they Ding Yu calls buffet there. Ding Yu yet know I know I lied to him, but why he did not disclose it? However, the relationship among me and Xu Yong is very secretive, and those seniall butcial activities is difficult to set foot in the small erections.
may Ding Yu has changed than before, returned home just jot someone, if I did not ask him what he can say the word free. His rehabilitation tired of my abnormal, inexplicable, the 2 entered the Cold War.
Ding Yu began daily cooking solo, and I,GHD Classic Straighteners, and Xu Yong outside the Japanese dine a French repast rotate. A home only saw a few messy sausage pantry and table, my mind suddenly had a trace of guilt.
this day, I and Xu Yong promenade in a market. There are some high-end fashion that can be said for such persons Xu Yong set. I think he should not such people, but the native vanity been satisfied.
I casually scanned the racks aboard both sides of the high cost of clothing, Xu Yong's footsteps suddenly stopped. I looked at him strangely, he did not see me, but said:
Ding Yu.
I flurry. This kind of ability namely he can no purchase entities that he never set foot in the location, and I have not had the nightmare that he would arise in the eyes.
eyes and complexity of the small buildings, as if a lot of asset hinge together, that look, a gratuitous pain in my heart. I put aside Yong Xu, Yu Ding toward:
I Dayton, where biting the lower lips, seeing by the direction of his vanish, a move.
Xu Yong came with her arm around me chuckle: At that moment, I give birth to a hint of labor and regret. I did not answer, let me to the door he will.
home, Ding-yu, is a blasted and smoking a cigarette. Lights, the room filled with choking cloud dusk. This will only time, Ding Yu actually seemed gaunt and older.
goes from falling in love I look at the familiar face has been five years, some humid eyes.
Ding Yu and hard smoke, snuffed the fireworks: I am filled with an uncomfortable, asked: better than that. , you and him, I really knew. of, but today looked. you cheerful with him like that,GHD IV Black Straighteners, I have not seen a long time. Little Ran, I am guilty. I said: Pale face so I can not watch intently.
his quiet, gave me a clear respond.

four
week later, I replaced the small buildings to divorce certificates wedding certificate.
out the door to the tribunal, I am a bit dazed, as if everything is not true.
weather was clear and the ventilation is also filled with a strange savor. Pressure of the heavy clouds seemed heavy pressure in the heart.
we did not speak. Yu Ding was the first to say: I want to cry, is a sudden feeling. Until now, all come to realize a dream, and I actually do not know where he was.
back to the house that shared my life, I must pack their own raiment. I ambition to writing a Ding Yu left, but that he refused.
outside, shortness of horns sounded.
Xu Yong came.
I tread to the door, took a deep inhalation, closed his eyes. This apartment will have that familiar smell from strange, and my mood was chaotic, such as hemp, I do not know where to order.
Suddenly, Ding Yu stopped me and handed me a box. I asked to see who he was, did not take. His face has emerged in the quondam that rapid:

looked out the skylight, the weather was dismal dreadful. Although only five afternoon and more, but already, such as night fell.
hanging bulb inexplicable shaking up, and then they went out a few seconds. I have not reason winced.
loudspeaker has sounded outside the house.
lights went out.
flickering a few times, sent once a light lamp, after struggling to entirely off. At that Yi Sha, I actually saw Ding Yu cheeks painted to tears.
housing fierce quake up.
all so sudden.
only a few seconds of silence, like a house just like a frying pan, voices, a crowd of mess will be moved to my extreme panic.
plaster on the ceiling fell down Susu. More intense the house shake.
end of the world I feel.
a couple of muscular arms hold me near, low and tranquility voice sound in my ears: at the same time, and appearance the automobile to start the sound came faintly. Ding Yu defended me,GHD IV Mini Straighteners, and explore the open door, I shouted:
house I can not stand to shake, and Xu Yong distant as to omission me and made me feel so cold to run first, full of despair are being tricked.
The gloom, a ponderous pressure in my thighs, under anguish I cried anew. Then we heard the bang Ding Yu Menheng.
my fear dominated always considering, start incoherent: I tentatively began to shriek for Ding Yu.
dingy, Ding Yu clear voice came: there has been a tearful voice, with you ah. , pain and fear I have not thought about properly.
I feel like I was virtually collapsed.
Think again ah. When is the wedding night. tomorrow's weeklies will board a news heading is the subject ... ... ... ... partiality husband died in the earthquake? Eh-hem ... ... ... ... After a long, leisurely I woke up. opened his eyes, still dark. clutches of fear as a gigantic take my body, I am exceedingly loudly vocation for help to the small buildings.
a long time before Yu Ding heard a faint voice: , and do not cry. I ... ... I had not said, no material how ... ... more dangerous, I will be by your side ... ... ... ... me! Woo ... ...
my tears a lot of fancies as extra than: fire scald in my breast, my idea constantly appear before and afterward marriage when we fell in love scenes. Although always so plain, but now I realize that this smooth was actually fewer real and expensive. I have been self-sorrow, but do not understand their own pursuit of pleasure conceived in these ordinary. and I, until the death of diplomatic narrations when base.
to attach you ... ... ... ... Ah woo, you mention you have to always accompany me, I will not leave you, I want to achieve this life too! You agreed me ah,GHD Leopard Grain! mad bite my heart, that I drill into the bone soul of the pain does not bring an end to ... to vent, but can not stop the tears. I knew that with his life to save my man, is so deep in love with me. However, His adore of his life ahead I was actually truly obliged!
Yu Ding endless grief seemed to himself, but complain it is extremely weak.
... ... ... to leave this world, I hope ... ... ... ... the final destination ... ... ... ... ... ... you in your arms, even if ... ... ... ... ... ... cure my drink, I ... ... I afterlife Or ... ... ... ... ... ... or will find ... ... Speranskia's silence secretly, only endless pain I can not stop.
I do not know how many hours, I eventually was salvaged from the wreckage.
eyes, is my life will never be forgotten screen.
side of the walls collapsed buildings tightly 大半个身子 suppress the D, only the left arm and brain still out. under the body in the small buildings, a massive coast with blood had chance brown. Ding Yu-face I'm still facing the direction of lying, a laugh, seems prepared to continue to appease my fears. pale face, such as statue, a pair of eyes rolling into the never.
my chest as if by jin beat hit, suddenly threw herself beside him, holding his head, exhausted body strength screams: Ding Yu.
tears all approximately the ambulance personnel.

five
month later, when Xu Yong holding flowers in the hospital, my face was still the flowers to his face. bedside, is a heap of spread writings, is written in his baby boom Yu Ding a I do not want the conscience of his despicable insult to my arms Ding Yu.
Yes, I am the arms of the small buildings - urn.
he said, my arms is his final destination .
I want him to still find my next life.
tears falling drip at drop in the black box. that which is the only memory of my life.