We finally entered the community. School teachers from custody by the end of the career, the end of the day my love parents, but also his brother from their parents, where the end of the happiness money.
we moved out from home, carrying their own luggage as new the old can no longer find a cheap room rent the house breaking down, and began career in life.
our eyes full of curiosity, our blood flowing with passion, we have unprecedented thin wallet.
the first boss in the face of the first colleagues first job, we are so impassioned, we think we do anything, we will soon be able to create an illusion is their own world, full of confidence in our future. And want admiring glances from others to find a little bit proud of the capital.
But gradually we learned that, in fact, reality and their ideals have gone very differently. We have found just how insidious vicious boss how snobbish colleagues stingy how boring work is boring, we also found that water and electricity charges to the rent a man but worry. Payday total seems far away, what seemed like the store display for others, we also found only a weekend to go to his alma mater Xia Guang
only feel relieved, only, and the old chatting with my classmates really happy to play only to see beautiful women walking the streets is not only boring.
gradually we became deep and is no longer a naive joke to laugh, not quick to complain chaos, then is the deepest secret is not easy to tell with others. We also know that in the end that is mature or depressed, the mirror to see, but found it strange his face was terrible. Gradually, we seem to Taichetaiwu
, and what are seen through, everything illusory, then what are we indifferent, not seat of the bus, things do not bother to see a small sneak management, and eat small losses Think no problem, but before we worry about at the end of each day what to eat dinner, and tea at the time with everyone wondering whether or not to pay their own, in the month before go to bed Forget spending and counted.
gradually what we feel is not a matter of fact, no money, no name no status, height, too short and too dark skin looks too hard to read, what we must look at other people's face, where walking seems inferior, and sometimes wish I could cut a vein hanged themselves jumping off poison.
gradually we do not want to read, and did not want to talk about ideals, and did not want to talk about the future, and would not spend too much energy cranky. We do not want to hear music, and not see the movie, but some adults back often to see the plates, exchange some yellow joke. Where we start to indulge in wine, indulge in side the city, indulging in low-level premises. The concept of family more and more blurred, feeling more and more distant family, in addition to occasionally return home in a dream, we can make use of a cold Tingzhi phone line and family life, something to start off the case, but Laodielaoma see how much they grow a few roots of white hair and the addition of wrinkles.
see someone pitched battle on the pitch, we seem to want to go to his legs, in fact,
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streets wearing avant-garde look at boys and girls, we began to show disgust, but in fact, forget that he is worse than previous years. Encountered in a large crowd of students under the affectionate couple behavior, our eyes have become a scorn and criticize them fiercely and tacky.
through lottery sales points, we can not help but also took out some of the money to buy a few of the books note, and then every day after the dream in a million the number of how many million to buy a house million to buy a car tens of thousands of wild extravagance, but despite repeated every **** has always been the first prize with his miss, so in the short-term disappointment, we are still dreaming perseverance.
gradually our life and values, views on love have changed. Do not think we have any means to climb what was wrong, and we strive to return there to say on the nose, we laugh at the so-called chastity, the so-called sense of responsibility, hope and even to find one-night stand.
we began to focus on the street car is a BMW or a running Alto, which concerns how the lounge bar lady drinker, it is more concerned about Which mobile phone fork human eye, attention to which brand more style to wear suits. However, it is only concerned about it, because we know both the BMW or Alto, we can not afford, Miss bar drinker then no, we do not like how people can, as cell phones and suits, or bought for a long time with their old style.
I do not know when to begin, we feel angry about what had happened,
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ferocious boss, more of my colleagues can not stand the dirty dog more and more unbearable to live like this. So we shipped
gas well in the sigh at the same time eager to change their destiny, we looked around, looking for opportunities, they did not see the way out.
Finally one day, we like the same **** volcano, one impulse to the boss fired me. Pack up and march out of the office the moment we leave the kind of bold heroes and no regrets, just surprise and ridicule from colleagues in the eyes of mixed
faintly see a wire helpless, not knowing where their will be endless pain and suffering. We soon found that although
own qualifications and will not lower the work experience, and wherever he goes the same as running the company went from that company, one after another to Apply , but simply can not find a suitable job.
time every day that passes, the work was still far away I do not know Zichou Mao Yin,
bryant shoes sale, wallets more and more deflated, the day the rent is also getting closer, our hearts, such as burnt, with doomsday killed. We also started a bit too light
regret their quit rate, the idea began to take the risk initiation, but not really what the **** to rob a bank, and I feel deep
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Fortunately, such days is finally over. We went to a new work unit. This time though we more or less excited, but more cautious and gloomy. We will not hold any illusions on the boss, do not think he will give us more good
treatment, we will not talk about confidences and colleagues, because we already know, can not **** with interest people into
as a friend, of course, we are no longer foolish to put this work as hard as the cause, only to here as a jumping
own board, if given the chance to immediately leave.
next life boring and tasteless, but we gradually do not care. We do not want bars, and do not want what the meaning of life, and also started a little old classmates Huabutouji, the previously little contact friends, now do not want to
contact, even if they sometimes received played to the phone, is only casually Hanghang yo yo payable few. This time the depth of our loneliness is bone marrow, our pain is more real and delicate. Unprecedented in the school we miss those days, we will spend half a day holding a graduation photo of fat, we do not want to go and then wandered to his alma mater, and if by chance, to see the landscape was very familiar, from the crest of a heart really share sorrow and grief, but we will not shed tears. Graduation, the man named once very cheap now and become precious tear up.
course, we still often the Internet, but most of the time to pass the time. We are likely hooked on games like Legend, but rarely patronize the Classmates website, but do not want to shout at the top.
us without a teacher's learned self-deception, although we also hate the night when dreams of their own hypocrisy and inaction, but also hate this way of life than pigs and dogs, but We like the imprisoned bird, simply do nothing. Sometimes we
will find a lot of jokes like give some excuse to explain their behavior, despite the fact we also know that there is no means to do so, but also unnecessary.
we began to hear news of old classmates marriage, promotion of the message. Then we think of so and so casually look at the school, and then we can not help lamenting the relentless passage of time, and then we wanted to in the dusty diary
on write something, and then we even unconsciously his eyes a bit moist.
our eyes wide open at night in bed, but not depressed in the dark distraction, they will want to have extra people to accompany the body
side. Many memories will be upon us like the tides. We have crush on the people, who have sought but failed to
people who loved each other once, are all to flashed through his mind, then, my heart would be kind of sad, it is purely sentimental. Because we know
. Love has been with us is really very far away.
We tried to make friends through a variety of ways, but often exchanges several times, we would not want to with them. That is because they too do not know reality or we are too closed. We then filled with emotion, a lot of people in this community live in mask, originally referred to a true friend even that difficult. We also try to date, but love is not so simple to eat drink, or in the end have failed. We continue to hold high underachievement single banner walk in the streets.
the kind of student that we miss the simple affair,
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After Past time may come again?
our yearning to get outside and look around, but afraid of reduced horizon, miserable. We feel more and more incisive Qian old theory of rational siege. We increasingly understand the frustration beyond our control in rivers and lakes. We feel more and more mentally and physically exhausted, depressed loss.
However, after the long way to go, however, we have to live. Either pain or pleasure, we have to face
right. After all, trying to evade also inescapable. Therefore, we still hope that tomorrow is a big day sunny.
And ultimately we still believe that they will be out of the shadows, come out ahead.
Looking back,
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