my mind and heart of that reserved Secondlywhich had begun as a vague something
lingering in my thoughtsand had formed into a settled purpose?
The purpose wasthat I would go to Biddythat I would show her how humbled
repentant I came backthat I would tell her how I had lost all I once hoped forthat I
would remind her of our old confidences in my first unhappy time.
ThenI would say to her`BiddyI think you once liked me very wellwhen errant
hearteven while it strayed away from youwas quieter and better with you than it ever
has been since. If you can like me only half as well once moreif you can take me with
all my faults and disappointments on my headif you can receive me like a forgiven child
(and indeed I am as sorryBiddyand have as much need of a hushing voice and a
soothing hand)I hope I am a little worthier of you that I was - not muchbut a little. And
Biddyit shall rest with you to say whether I shall work at the forge with Joeor whether I
shall try for any different occupation down in this countryor whether we shall go away
to a distant place where an opportunity awaits mewhich I set aside when it was offered
until I knew your answer. And nowdear Biddyif you can tell me that you will go
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