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Name: Jayden Smith,Belstaff KidsAge: 18######: MaleWriting as neatly as possible while I was filling out the application to join the Marines. I'm not going to lie I was kind of nervous I told everyone that I wasn't but….I was. Now don't get me wrong I really do believe there is nothing more honorable or respectable than joining the military but still I could get hurt. I could Die. That is a three letter word I don't like to say. After filling out the application I shook the Officer's hand and left. When I left the room my fiancé was pacing back and forth nervously. When we made eye contact she came up to me and said "Are you happy with your decision" she was always worrying and always making sure that I was happy with what I was doing. I looked at her with a smile on my face and said "one of the best decisions of my life". She grinned. We went to the car and drove home.When we arrived home we walked inside where my dog Mickey decides to jump on me. We were only gone for about thirty five minutes and he was already going crazy. I guess that is what u get from getting a hyper German shepherd. Mickey is a good dog but whenever he say someone he would go crazy. After getting trampled I noticed we had a voicemail on the answering machine. It was not a shock to find that I had eighteen miss calls by the one and only my mom. She was wanting to see where I was and what I have been doing. I decided to not call her back and take a nap last night I had so much on my mind trying to think about how much I was affecting my life when I join the military so I didn't really get any sleep and Ashley was just so worried she didn't get any sleep either so we decided to take a nap.I woke up about three hours later to find Ashley drooling,belstaff on line, and snoring. I went downstairs and sat in my kitchen it was about three o'clock in the morning. I was really just sitting there think about what all is going to happen while I was in North Carolina for my training and who all was going to be there. I didn't really know what to expect like how is everybody going to be? Am I going to be that one guy that nobody likes or is everyone going to like me? I just really did know what to do. I also started to wonder about how all this was going to effect Ashley like are we really going to make it? Me and Ashley have been dating since 8th grade I am in love with her and she is in love with me. But is all of this going to change how I feel about her or when I come back is she not going to love me anymore? Part of me says that I shouldn't of joined because of her and my future with her but the other side of me says that I am doing one of the most respectable things in the world and I will love every moment I will be in for. I hope this wont affect or dreams. She has always had a dream to make her own business as a baker and to have twins. Also she has always wanted to enjoy her life with me but what if the united states go to war with somebody? I don't know what to expect but I am going try to make the best of it all I think whatever we do we will still love each other and still be able to have all of our dreams come true. Now I headed back upstairs to attempt to maybe get some sleep.The next day I wake up and take a shower when I get out and dry off I hear to door bell ringing. I hurry up getting dressed and head downstairs to answer the door. To no surprise I end up finding my mom. She says "why have you not been answering my phone calls"? "Sorry mom been kind of busy a lot on my mind why is there something wrong'? "No,Gucci Sacs A Main, but still a mother would like to know where her baby is" saying like she has finally started to calm down and become a little sane. I invited her in where we sat and talked more about the military she was worried like always but still stood by everyone of my decisions even if she thought they were stupid. Then I hear the phone ring it is my commanding officer. When I get off the phone my mom asks me "what did he want" with a confused look on her face. I said "he wanted to let me know that I will be leaving for boot camp in 2 months". She almost came to tears but surprising says "I am happy for you Jayden". Then she left an odd note to leave on. I called Ashley at work and told her the news she seemed worried but said almost the same thing as my mom "I am happy you can live your dream baby". I am truly confused are they saying this because they don't care what happens to me or because they actually want me to do what I want to do. I thought that it would be nice not having to listen to each one of them take turns telling me how stupid I am and how I make decisions without considering the outcome but they didn't they were really supportive. I am not going to lie this is kind of a weird side to see of them two. I really need to call my dad maybe he will be acting normal enough to explain why all of this is starting to seem weird.Related articles：


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