ck Shen Ke Log ( 21-30 )

5 / 21 (2006/05/21)

low-grade fever on the third day. A solemn illness every year, I hate the bronchi and lungs. Last year,GHD NZ, it is peaceable.
I carried my peppery body in a blanket inside your life dwindled cough. You deserve it.

an elementary school illness, severe pulmonary infection, several together to disease, but also a high fever.
school medic took me to a clinic near the school there is another drip
two sick students
I memorize kind of feeling inside, back of the hand hanging apt have entire green, so needle sting wrist to melodrama
They are also next to one intravenous trickle, talk,
I lay on a seat, there are not suited to stock slowly, watching the students next to laughter, awareness began to blur
always wanted to spew, and then hands and feet began to shudder slightly
After hanging about one-third I felt fast clutch fast to the whole body in a cramp and was only called a doctor
students eminent that Shen Ke how your face so pale
I can not speak,
Doctors rushed out of the needle, blood beans slowly to comesintoseffect, I peek, fainted.
a child, I was afraid to see their blood.
then I did not even test the needle hit, my body just that kind of susceptivity drugs.
annual I decline several times, cutting right ankle rupture.
that year onwards, each spring and summer season is going to be sick again, fever, cough, bronchitis, pneumonia and influenza were all to.
This is not a basis occasion is not known.

I kas long asit can heal.
If I do not cloud, then drunk.

the fear that the virus is buried under the
heart die, but I uneasy. I want to do something. E

old phone that came out of the sun you detect it too Shasha bacteria.
I wrapped in carpets in the flow of a sweating, eyes which do not want to go
cough, cough, breathing, faint whirring against the computer outside of

cursed sun by midday, I wrapped quilt affixed to her face watery cilia sitting at a calculator, I suddenly felt like a child teetering close the eyes


paper were the Q last night, said Liu Bing, the total dead nag.
morning blaze. Seventies and the two marts next door were all scalded. Three people did not like a living
This dream, horse is always good.
should not be the case.

6 / 4 (2006/06/04)

still raining,
had equitable returned.

chess room floor, middle of the night went to see Father who play chess,
downstairs grandmother's painful addictive bubble, lots of fun to sit next to me has been long-winded long time no

single to the restaurant sometimes Alice
high school night classes in the past few partitions tea tea
first trip to that place because there is no place to go
supply to wade the streets, many West waiter, tired, he looked into the
opened a carton, lying on the sofa facing the TV started to cry a excellent promise

a little time to do there
waiter came to bring food when looked at me wondered
house cafeteria business was not very good at night to the guests emerged to be little
slightly and I still remember the first time talking like
hesitant standing next to the sofa staring at me wondering half a day, and asked, you're not happy ah?

rubbish, so happy I can Ku Cheng
just was too sad, tearful forgot to say that a

done a lot calculate that's no reason why the neurotic entities
too understand a cluster of slightly neurotic
is one of them.

holiday when two people say you go to KTV
is often a puny one to these places?
I said yes ah.
started slightly agitated and said hi good meager ah ah
how poor the
like this and then say we dance it
I said I would not, slightly so that I will not put
a slow song, two thumbs began holding Akira Akira
ended a song began to find it lacks significance, obediently sit down and drink
felt silly, and now think only remember a little drink ear when the nape is flushed.

drink vast two people, the small sofa, shoved to the door, not to let anybody come in
elect a song a location, lying on the couch and sleep sober
hair a mess climb up the checkout, in the middle of the night on the street holding hands swinging
lonely play, will be ringing in the ears
primarily a person's time.

then know a little something like

did not ask why she never asked why I kas long asnight but still want to cry a little merry


slowly We have lost adjoin
entered another phase of their

jot this for yesterday received a tel
slightly reminds a lot of things

greeting every other,
people have slightly in Beijing, and her boyfriend went to a place
me that you're OKAY, which have for years, comes to an end, right
the slight absence of acting that you do so, there is now no object?
I have said, very simply chatted smooth
current situation, and then hang up


periodically guilty of amnesia, often throw things
suddenly appeared, feeling strange


appear real and empty before the entire thing is the vast gray smog
do not know a good thing bad thing

maybe the next second I will think of something
every day, so other


and Ben together on the third day, suddenly very calm
like the feeling of support
understand the word is too important to me Ben
I feel good warm

Happy New Year.

6 / 9 (2006/06/09)

base one thing, there's something very easy to stain to control,
the most simple but very complicated to change.
both people and things.

This is amusement, that the greater stigma, the more you crush not guilty.


beverage vast back to sleep at night, then was awakened by thunder, lying on the right side of the computer to heed prenatal melody
ears began murmuring
open the refrigerator door, really found inside the left two cans of malt, a small decanter of dry red
see bottom has expired
move against the drink,
this truly ugly color, taste is wonderful.
drink should not go die.
always felt that the recent poisoning are easy to eat anything yesterday, drinking cough syrup,GHD MK4 Gold Straighteners, eat tomato
asked no less than five individuals, to resolve the safety

only bite people when particularly afraid of the crisp death, the reason I understand this fear, but
so intense it

asked me if I was fast dragon Zeyu finished, he said, the edible you alone with this fear can be understood as neuropathy, nothing to believe me.

I want to trust this explanation


play blood
bought thirty-seven trust someone new needle tube
welfare of gossip, so call me fish
namely you peruse the meal to play over the more divided, but also to life the

to ah, of way, I'm not a child, of course, over a measured
too much on it,
Are you afraid of something, the body flow on the access to go


summer (2006/06/11)

age madame birthday morrow, so we eat at noon in the quondam Changsha.
70th birthday. The award not want to buy something good, headache.
night to get her hair black, simple point, rarely see one, or to be Guaixiaohai make her happy.


summer so to.
very hateful one season, what did the mood.
call a few days ago, said Huang dinner summer came back, verbally coincided to, how first maneuver stood up, monster go
heat death.


very worried about you.
sometimes he did not quite get way too many words of
export
and you were not more than six months did not speak.
do not know what you're engaged, it seems like
flies do not always feel good is their fault, what you no longer want to talk to me.

day you say you changed, I started uncomfortable.
people approximately to leave one by one, you gradually gone.
afraid, is still emotional
even then closed themselves, or pleasure, because you have been in
But now, I seem to quickly lose you.
I said before I grow up, not make you anxiety, there is anything I can face, do not give anyone trouble
can I rely on you, as did four years ago.
We said we would have been good friends
you? You no longer absence me

return overseas last year, you have been wearing the locket, pendant for a cross.
you mail me a birthday song, lonesome, when I will be listening.
I send you that song, you have preserved it, there you feel a little warm

miss the middle of the night with 5 of us miss our two anthems trance
d up on the BBS curse, despite the image of the death of two children
remember that you have been working in the restaurant was bullied back angrily cried,
I can do nothing,GHD IV Pure Straighteners, only listening to you talk, the tears follow out , but forgot to say a word to comfort you
always remember that the most difficult two years for a crowd too many tears, you came with me

miss the movie in a sweet smile. Night to show me your new underwear.
miss you suddenly very gently told me the baby.
do something wrong, when all the human scold me
you still believe me, acquaint me you know a child's soft side.


was good that we are vulnerable. Like two snails, crawling slowly but never see explicit direction.
Now I have a strong,
If you do have the urge to call, I still ambition to protect your guard once you
like I did.


I just want you happy.
as I wish
time in the future, everyone is not lonely
I believe this sentence
been waiting for.


6 / 26 (2006/06/26)

to this piece of black children suddenly so warm up.
afternoon after reading all the comments
space we know, do not know
small movement
there every day, people will ask me on the Q music
space This sounds really kill.

keratitis obtain better presently, and 2 days of rest
eventually can open the computer, slowly toss, hooks are mow off.

Thank you so much reading the treatises nonsense to everyone.
seems silly people like me Tingduo. Frankly it makes me very happy.

interactive like a small oxygen Guaner.


left eye blind the day before,




I do not understand why this expression seems more and more like curious tangle expression
pictures say like a foolish child
Ben X.
been quite vexed, a look the next day could not assist himself said something silly X


7 / 22 (2006/07/22)

sleep until noon half of the wake water, bed legs look weak, down a down
knee skin abrasions. Two black half-day of sitting on the floor shocked.
and stations stand up, give up drinking something mount into bed to sleep.

p.m. dreaming.
dreamed of a dead little girl,New GHD Professional Pink Straighteners, very open eyes and mouth Bala.
has appeared in front of my house, hammer the door, crying I dislike you teacher.
she say why I was sick when you do not let me go home! Kindergarten where the kid are now die!
they are dead! !

I open the door, the little girl perished. Bbring an end to ... the stairs a black snakeskin.
I said it, something inside a stop fell out.
the people body, but it is green white, no blood.
last fall out of the brain. In rotate, face turned out to be my own.

dream that there is no fear.
asset calmly and then plug back into the bag, a superb reflection of the room.
back backward closed doors when the room full of blood.
a lot of little girls. Ceiling, sofa, turn, mobbed.
those standing in the raspy glare of my blood. Eyes and mouth still pluck very open.
I began to hysteria. Tears.

wake up. Knee still bitter.
like half a day this nightmare. Did seem to always feel the same dream before.

always dreamed another dream die in their own.
all die.
mutilated, or sleep in one place, so I used to see that their time comatose, she has no breathing.
sometimes a lot of cable through the body, I live wire holding that, in control of their own dead body.
or drifting in a bathtub full of blood, there is always a strange man entered the room, slowly got into the bathtub holding the dead that I am.
and alive I dream it sitting in the bath the other end, look at that man's back, hard surmised who he is.


night online.
my cute little fairy
Q every day on the journal as I like the message.
said she's something, said her side beneath the wiper air today, said that she linger in bed a day,GHD Purple Gift Set, said she made her imagine
baby child, my serious work better, make money with your left this place.
you wait for me. Do not be scared.

fairy a day to see the information, my day is the warmest time.
no one can hurt her. Including myself.

7 / 26 (2006/07/26)

2:00
dreamed that he was holding a few girls, smiled at me. A very moderate way
I like to be impair self-esteem, turned around and fled

home in front of the road becomes hideous
lot of white ghost, holding my brother's hand, the total What is the hit and kept scampering, that is coming. Coming.
into the back door and saw my parents embrace and kiss, and then quickly separated to see our

me a man standing appearance the door.
room on the lock, how to beat on the door did not answer
the eclipses getting closer, ear-piercing noise coming

been awakened.


2:27
open the computer, he was online.
and he would like to talk, but he then now down.
suddenly resentment up.

forget.


2:40
listen to a song, eyes fill with tears.


3:10
and people on the QQ chat dog.
not know.

feel a little better.

want my ink ink.
If it at this time should be curled up in my Tuibian sleep.
I dawdle it barefoot soft back, listening to the snoring cuckoo its larynx.

3:37
aunt went to the room, did a silly thing
she slept in bed, I depend aboard edge of the bed, curled up to slumber in her chamber aboard the floor

no purpose, no meaning, I do not know what they are doing ... ...
probably want to be my aunt suddenly woke up horrified and play with.

but that is impossible. Aunt still Shui Dexiang bodies.
So after lying quietly for half a children climbs up his room back and along.

4:15
play daggers.
daze.
lick the peak, the steel taste.

4:37
buns boyfriend's mommy died of illness.
she does not know how to solace him.
I do not know how to comfort her.

happy
I wish she also hopes her loved ones happy

if alive, better than anything else.

4:49
mild tinnitus
evening should not drink so much liquor

father did not trust me.
he should know I do not muddle with him gave me the card.
trust me it is a sign of my father.

he now think I have done something wrong, they began to take control of my aunt so
card as well.

In fact, I have not done anything.
Since you think I do, then I really do it for you see.

I have been listening to your very words.


5:00
I do not want to calm down and although to yourself

can tranquility down and my head is a mess of things

love to live in Over the past
and ignore those sad distend
now.
want to do nothing, do nothing.

perhaps a few years later, again began to recollect those lost today.
then continue to lock yourself lethargic.

this role really annoying.
I think I was unfortunate was hateful

cursed

8 / 8 (2006/08/08)

I achieved early on I left town, everyone seems to have left are still there
people will go back every year holidays, in appending to me.

I just thought we were gone.

see the outline of Zhen
still has not changed, a group of people where one acknowledged him. Thin.
basic school than I am short, I am now a head high, standing in front I virtually blushed.
and brother, a school in South China. High schools and my brother the same dormitory.

child often tease me, I take nicknamed aliens, capsules inch like.
hand was also inserted via me crazy with compasses, cried for.
Now a agreeable moderate.
will take the time to help me bag.
each left a QQ digit.

we all grown up.

fish that was called and she said you
too early, right
third grade will be skillful to say I love you boys
late bar, turnip head.

also saw Xiao Li spent the before level next to something to cost ... ... goad my sibling said you have to see Jasmine ogle it to your children.
monitor stirred.
There Yao Jialing, Zhao Jianwei
Zhao Jianwei is not a change. Still portly, criterion Master manner, dressed HIPHOP Pan children.
school I turn away when he sent me a camera.
us at that time is very precious things,
that camera then I forwarded to another girl.

walking along the railway pathways,GHD Blue Styler Straighteners, surrounded by cliffs climb is
lakes, lawns
and the same time. No one seems to dig this piece of treasure.

screen of days we just lay on altitude of a daze.
Xing in the next, and I said elementary school instructor systematized his classmates wrote a letter to me.
was no audio.

I did not receive that letter.

Zhen has been to see the other side, and occasionally look here
he suddenly felt very warm.


home.
computer finally entirely repaired.
abused every day and play the small sports automobile or dark.




and small battered photo. Two ######y onion.





Q said today on Halloween this year, two
Halloween, I heard the most negate year.
Well, I tell a ghost anecdote.

the quick car, an old woman lying on the window looking at me.

story finished.
Please slowly monumental 30 seconds.

8 / 9 (2006/08/09)


Why are you so obsessed as to the tenderness of the
has single-handedly broke its




tired
want to hold you to sleep.



would like to say to you another baby .. I think you think about mad ..



sorry

I do not trust you
betrayed you




always suddenly {awake|awake} after the discovery of lost anything ... ...


I probably, but it is skittish of people.

8 / 13 (2006/08/13)


very frustrated.
really tired.


I am not a good S

BIN
been so trust me, but today there is no reason to tune the time of his injury is the first time this

so regardless of his life and death
whichever bruises on his legs all knelt on the floor looked at me in fear inexplicable pique
not sound hard endured the pain I even dare to escape

I pay close consideration to the lunatic chain on his nape that he continues to step rudely kicked

until he cut legs heels until blood came out
suddenly sober look at the whole body trembling
BIN
panting stopped

let him go to the lavatory to his own cleaning wounds
simple dressing made



calm down on the sofa looked at him and said you go back

BIN still think it is their fault what
not look up my eyes

I touch his hair, that hurts it
He shook his head

I said OK, you can talk
BIN hoarse mumbled with a crying voice, do not pedal me away
I said you just can run the
lower his head low that I can not hurt your

go a few days I will help you contact the propaganda sister, you are back to Changsha, she was very strict with her
, but at least it will tune M, will not Because of his own personal feelings wrong for you, than I am capable.
contract I will tear the money back to you.

BIN carefully looked up at me and said
Well Well you are not the owner do not want me

I began up noisy, say while you defiance to make such a mischievous word
I say two?


release the nab when the BIN, BIN
I cry like a child to live in their own steady breathing, can not cry hard
blankly. BIN
not cry in front of


BIN back.
out when the old woman has been dawdling
made a temper.
do not know how the
why so unusual.


family after dinner, slept until 12 o'clock up
BIN received message

(2006-08-13 22:14:08)
You want to host `` BB `` `
BB BB mute they know is not to say that he `` incompetent masters ``

(2006-08-13 22:19:47)
BB from the back to now have been analytic about catching a bath when the owner ``
see the BB is still `` on the arm of the brand up of the master himself with Daoke `` You remember? For this happy for a long time BB ``
This is to certify `` BB are the owner of the M a ``
BB now think a lot of `` `
BB remember when I first met the owner very nervous What is not afraid of `` BB `` afraid the owner will not like BB ``
heavy head to look at the owner's toe tail `` only help the owner put on necklaces when the BB is very excited to `BB ' `
not belong to the owner of a BB to know `` BB ``` BB was the envy of other owners tuning than BB smart M ``
BB wanted to stay in the host side ``
conducted well behaved `` ``
BB to go hard do not expect the owner will surely follow the owner of BB BB `` to `` BB `` `
like to meet even if it were not for a few months to see a `` master

(2006-08-13 22:32:11)
BB BB out to dinner with my heart I remember the owner that the owner of a `` friend ``
she did not know the owner of BB and relationship between `the owner is the owner told her friend `` BB BB was a good migrate ```
secretly excited to penetrate the owner's face `` BB `` `good and crime is so good ``
master main total namely someone erroneous chilly `` BB employer will be very bloody whipping BB ``
BB better than the old owner of a big `` but `` In truth, as your child masters has been silently good conservation BB ``
`` BB BB know are compliant to put life to master `` `

(2006-08-13 22:51:19)
BB has learned a lot forward with your master is always `` patience to educate BB `
You hit me call me `` BB know you are good for me to understand the`
BB `know how to put alongside the scandal of the world's more than happiness and exciting things ``
What kind of physical anguish there is no longer blank of `` BB `` normal life in the stronger of the `` BB `
we are not to be accepted by a group of people but with the owner` BB `What are not afraid of `

(2006-08-13 23:29:02)
BB today was finally the owner lost `` BB `` did not dare ask why the owner thought was not like BB to BB fear `
to adhere to your legs you do not go to arrest BB `` but your fear is still `` BB did not do ```
your center is the most perfect master BB `` BB `` `` Love You Dear You yet do not know how to narrate your location in the center BB ``
Thank you have must be rigid on the BB and teaching ``

(2006-08-13 23:41:32)
owner answers asked before the dream and desire to `` do `` BB `` are alter now, or did not answer up ``
second ahead they have an reply `` Perhaps there is no inconsistency between the `` owner ``
darling master `` `BB and it was real damage to your host said `` You would prefer to quest extreme warmth`
BB not say that I `better not qualified to understand the owner has been `` the owner is so recondite `` `
only BB ``` BB good to inquire the owner has not brought the owner over a lukewarm host `` ```
the final call you master ``
BB will work back and hear to the owner, then `` `followed at the new owners to persist to tune ``
and the owner can talk so many `` BB `` summon the courage to dare greatly, said of the QQ ``
owner would not want you to see it `` BB ``
after the BB with a new owner will continue to host the `` good dissatisfying ``



BIN .
good little, you will not know your heart that the owner is even more cowardly and incompetent
not answer your courage,
put you onto the blacklist,
that already do not want to QQ
gone on the self-confidence, not a strength
do not know what to do can not retention himself
own, I am not qualified to continue to save while you put your
muscular high upon the sacred way
side every day in another earth read these needless words to appease their


like schizophrenia.
always deserted.
hypocrisy
I hate to self-vomiting.


two in the morning, to wait for Perseids
a human lying on the lawn of City
songs look back to when the day is almost four points.
nobody to wait. Not the perseverance to stand up when the line of sight
black, attempting to get to see the next thing.
moonlight too strong, goes too
good reason.


finally cried out