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I said, folk will all self-deception, and will self-paralysis.
I think, if necessary conspicuous at night suddenly asked me that question, maybe I will not recognize their own so soon.
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Which is more fortunate
it?
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Well, Chen conspicuous asked me that question, in truth, many women will ask men. That answer is:

many men face this problem in women, but also a beauteous girl face to be timid to ask you so lovingly. This time, I am afraid that few men would not be tempted, right?
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this sentence has just passed into my ears, I lived the entire person suddenly stiff. I suddenly base that I am in front of this female felt so curious.
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I like her just because her name -
In other words, I like that word, not in front of this person.
own this motif I was afraid.
Chen outstanding looked by me in a daze, for a more moderate voice queried afresh lighter.

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? ? ! ! ! - I'm entranced.
so versed with this sentence!
I vaguely memorize a few years antecedent, a girl looked at me as shy, ask me this question. But I answered her is sad.
The girl, whose name is also called
girl, who looked full of hope, with a soft voice I said apt me:

. . . . . .
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voice seemed to have in front of the ear, and seemed distant away from me, far away like many years ago that pure sound without any impurities. . . . . .
I clearly heard the depths of his body, one thing is crushing the glass-like.
my pale, dull look like a fool.
I was terrified
own.
night I waded out the door of Chen conspicuous, heart block was so sudden I can not stand. Suddenly my heart was anxious, looking at the crowd on the street was flowing, the heart felt inexplicably sad.
the variety of inexplicable sadness, I panic, quite.
my heart felt faint seem to detect everything. I seem to be terrified of what we find. I'm actually afraid! Ironically, not even I'm afraid I do not know anything!
`
I suddenly wanted one, very very many like a person.
I would favor to conspicuous.
not Chen conspicuous.
but that
I think that for the first time I kissed a girl!
her cilia first and foremost I was a girl!
the first girl I took her in his weapon!
the first time I held her hand and bolted in the street happy girl!
together for the first time we rely on the moon on the night watching the girl Purple!
the first time I secretly at the door waiting for her girl!
the 1st period I send her a birthday present for a month and kept the money the girls breakfast! !
I absence her! Heart outrageous, inexplicable,Christian Louboutin Slingback, intense like her! !
conspicuous, my girl, I want her!
I am very sad namely in idea, I Chen conspicuous interest in the girl's all completely equitable to establish namely her name -
just because she is
conspicuous!
conspicuous!
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for
for
I looked at the crowd, his mind thought of a muddle.
No!
not a mass of textile, merely a ball of blaze!
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the street, I suddenly uttered a bitter piercing call. Like a animal in the desolate wasteland of the kind of desperate, alone bray.
awakened me crazy to come.
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love? Yes, is not it? Love!
my nightmare of love! In my pursuance of love for so many years!Was ignored by my own adore!
all explanation, all the responses, but still merely two words! Two entrenched in my heart the most vulnerable word!
conspicuous!
`
regardless of the multitude surprised eyes, I suddenly sounded tears, I get up up, my moment of suddenly, heartache, I suddenly bolted up in the street, dragged out his cellphone, 1 hand scampering, an side is dimly through tears, and then rapid turntable a string of mathematics.
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many years later, my heart really still so clearly remember the number. I fear for the finding and sad!
trembling hands I accustom to apportion the numbers.
the call, like an ice chilly sweet voice but said to me:

I ran to the side of the road, maniac road in the same stand, then stopped a cab, the driver ignored the surprised eyes, exhausted body strength to differentiate him the residence. The driver looked at my tangled face and said nobody.
`
motorcar drove to the house there are 2 blocks away from the conspicuous when a vehicle jam.
I took purse and took out the biggest dart a driver with a face amount, out of the door.
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street, I like a desperate beasts stampede. I run almost forgotten breathing,GHD Hair Straightener, tearing my lungs as the grief.
向那 word I ran.
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contrive seems all has not changed, the man who hurt her foot fell seesaw, that I have been hiding under a tree waiting for her side of the smoking side of that big tree, or even that we have secretly hiding inside the age kissing carport!
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I ran upstairs to hand, erased his tears left face, and tips.
a middle-aged man opened the door, it is conspicuous father, I suppress his excitement, with a trembling voice, said:
He looked at me, I know immediately my face is very disgustful, I get it all seemed to vibrate.
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I talk, the heart of what is a hand Jinjinzuanzhu, and Yasheng asked:
conspicuous dad looked at me and coldly said:
I staggered back two steps, see stars, like a hammer hammering on me relentlessly.
my face like ashes, slowly walking down the stairs, walked sinking under a tree, quietly watching the second ground windows.
night, the dark after that window.
I leaned opposition a tree, took out a cloud point, and then silently looked at the window staring blankly.
I cried.
I really cried.
I cried like a baby.
I cried like a fool.
I lost all the wealth like a pitiful wail like a ghost.
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However, no material how I impair no one, after that window, and has no bright lights then gas.
never have that girl in the window behind my parents secretly carrying wag.
never have that girl side with the phone side and I gently mention
the girl would never have reluctantly must smile after the window for me.
never have that girl at the window watching me with his eyes after the region out of the road. `
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And I do not have a opportunity.
I will never have the opportunity to lurk in the window, throwing stones to the upon post to carrying her family called her.
I ambition not have the chance to border their voices after her window waiting for her after the gas expense that can look at me.
I will never have the opportunity and her Ouqi, the two people obviously are very like each other, but secretly watching through the window.
I will never have the opportunity to listen to her playing the piano in the window, and I know it's playing to me.
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have no windows behind the girl.
the back windows have no word of it.
has not skylights backward the laugh.
the behind window had been no
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my big jaws of smoking.
maniacal cough stop me smoking.
I cough piercing.
I coughed all sounded
tears.
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I stood below the tree do not know how long, who have all smoked cigarettes, and my pale like a dead man.
Finally, I told myself, have not conspicuous mound after I opened the window of the bulb.
I also took out his mobile, the same nervous dial that number again.
is still the voice, the voice that makes me despair:

I quietly, over and over again listening to the sound.
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I finished the last cigarette smoke, against the last vestiges of the night wind to the space outside the door.
Yes, the final trace of wind.
I think this is the night, the last time I touched the cold wind out.