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Reprinted from 78620061 at 7:15 p.m. on March 20 2010 read (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: emotional space
16 years old at dusk, I came home from school, see a lot of people around my house, I took my neighbor saw carried away. How the? My heart burst of horror, realized that something was wrong at home. I grabbed a neighbor's aunt cried: When the parents out of the bus door with a large truck collided in the hospital an hour ago closed his eyes forever! Moment, the apple of my orphaned by their parents. Days, and it would fall down! I cried no tears, the parents no longer can be comforted me. -
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soon, I faced the danger of out of school, although teachers and students of the funding, but the drop in the bucket, how can I afford to pay high tuition fees focus of high school? -
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City Engineering Office
who want to find me, they said: , because he is an orphan, you just meet the conditions for his help.
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this way, I accepted Kang Yuming funding. I do not know Kang Yuming is male or female, what age do not know, when I thank you and your transcripts sent to him, he called me, I know, Kang Yuming was a young man. -
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Kang Yuming
high school three years is to support my reading of the. To see him, I reported all volunteers in Beijing. Three years,
90 girls popular bully male beauty, our weekly exchange of letter in which he has called me little sister, and encouraged me to study hard, but also from Beijing, sent me a lot of review information. I asked Hope Project Office of the City of his basic situation, they said, he only left a phone number, we also know his family is here, other are not clear. -
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that happened was admitted to the North outside, but facing the high ten thousand dollars a year tuition and living expenses, I think I am afraid I can only give up. Even for the work of Kang Yuming in Beijing, this is not a small number of ah! Besides, if he have children home, the wife does not necessarily agree with ah! -
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I called to tell him that I do not want to read the college. The third day I received a call, Kang Yuming appears before me, the moment to see him, I stayed. His tall, thin, bright eyes, black hair flying in the wind with. Somehow, my heart -
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he made a remark: Three years, I have no relatives, so lonely; three years I have been in front of people filled with strong, but in the face of a man who helped me for three years, I never can control the feelings. -
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I looked at him gratefully, my benefactor, how do I repay him? Looked up, he said:
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lasagna is the hometown of the most distinctive snacks, ginger, green onion, floating above a layer of oil. He said:
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That was very sweet of the day, we had two dishes, one to a big bowl of lasagna. That was three years, I eat dinner at a most happy, I dig the money, took less than twenty dollars. Three years, so he spent the money, should I ask him once again. -
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to send him to the train,
nike air max, I felt inexplicable melancholy. -
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That day, I was wearing a pale wash of blue skirt. -
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deeply nostalgic, you do not know gone -
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reopened. Beijing Railway Station. He picked me up. Took my bag, he said: a thousand dollars. -
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to the dormitory, he took out a packet of papers wrapped in something:
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I dropped out of his two thousand, I said:
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He looked at me, / p>
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he was somewhat upset and said: me, I swear in the future will have the opportunity to help those who need help and the same!
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turned out to be like this! He just wanted to return to psychology. I understand his feelings, but I do not know why, my heart with unspeakable sadness. -
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he bought a lot of things for me, even girls use tampons, I blushed ... ... he helped me to run a variety of procedures, roommate asked: is your brother or boyfriend? -
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After that, we seldom contact. I started working odd jobs, doing tutoring, to help the kitchen, at school, everything they do, in short, I would like to try to ease his burden. But I always looking forward to him to see me, gave me money every time he came, he asked me to increase nutrition, said I was too yellow too thin, even pieces of said I do not have decent clothes, I buy clothes. We will always be those among the topics. -
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junior year, a foreign enterprise to engage in school activities to help poor students, can be responsible for all my tuition, but after graduation I had to work for it five years. I signed a contract and then call the message told him that I do not want to incriminate him. I do not know why, thought never to see him, my heart filled with despair. -
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day he came to see me, I happened to have a male student looking for my manuscript to a poetry reading, poetry is my drafted. Boys tall, handsome, full of sunshine, in fact, we just relationship between students,
エアマックス2011, male students are and love the school beauty, but I think Kang Yuming expression seems a bit awkward, he said:
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eat noodles, he said: Because he liked lasagna, I do have color, flavor and taste of the wide bowl of noodles. -
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signed me and he said something, and said that he will no longer be funded, he Samsam said: to give me a call 。
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That night I was very miserable. I think that one day I will repay him. However, my heart hope is that you can with him, forever and ever ... ... -
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parting out a watch from his arms, said: I do not know how to send him to a taxi, when a taxi drove away, my face has been climbed and a look of tears. -
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Two years later, in that I graduated with funding from foreign companies, of course, I became a member of it. I did not expect one month's salary will be so high, I think the first person of course, is Kang Yuming, I would ask him to dinner. -
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I called his phone, Tingtongli voice was heard: this number is no longer in service. -
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my heart suddenly empty. Two years, I was waiting for that day ah! I want to tell him, from the first time we met I liked him, and now he and I are equal, and I can express my love. -
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but I could not find him. I telephoned the home, trying to get his clue, Project Hope office who said he only took a phone call, he was donated that year advanced personal assistant, he was awarded the certificate we want to find, that number into an empty number. -
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this way, I lost Kang Yuming, he seemed to evaporate. -
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Kang Yuming, where are you? Many times woke up, I shouted his name. In my mind, he has not just my benefactor of the ... ... -
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unexpected reunion, you become someone else's groom -
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2005 spring, I was transferred to Shanghai branch of my corporation. Can not think of where I actually met Kang Yuming. Unfortunately, this time, he is my subordinate Hu Hua caregivers. My assistant is a bit young and beautiful snow girl, lively and cheerful, and soon put me as a friend talk about anything. She and I often talk about her boyfriend, said her boyfriend how considerate, how kind, she said:
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the snow in the eyes of his makes me green with envy. I think if Kang Yuming be my boyfriend, he would like this man. Think about it, the first day of college, he personally gave me bed too! -
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I said:
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opportunity soon came. One day after work, snow boyfriend to come pick her up, they booked a wedding, ready to go shopping with bedding. -
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snow so I side of the window 40 minutes later, an Elysee parked downstairs, got out of a man wearing a starched suit, Snow said: that is, he!
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moment,
CAD of the study of law , awesome !, I am as struck by lightning,
air max, God,
Ha, ha heart , the true M fascinating original in, how I might be him! -
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me blankly, as silly as. Until the snow pushed at me, said: Trace of her thousands of Baidu, the moment, he in front, but it became someone else's boyfriend! And, soon to be married ... ... -
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snow flew the downstairs, and I just looked at her affectionately as his finishing collar, and then, Kang Yuming Lakaijumen let snow into the car. Click on my tears blurred my vision, that happiness should be my girl, ah, but we just missed it. That night, tears wet the pillow, and I almost the whole night. -
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The next day,
エアマックス2010, I light snow, said: When Kang Yuming appeared in front of me, his surprise as much as me, we looked at each other for a long time, Snow said:
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Kang Yuming, said:
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I held back tears, said:
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snow on the toilet when we suddenly face to face silent. We looked, he laughed:
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He remembered me wearing a blue dress! I live to suppress their tears, said:
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said, I wear a three piece out into a table in front of him. Snow happens to come back, she said: ? Who sent?
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my heart like thunderstruck general, Could it be that ... ... Kang Yuming escape my eyes. Kang Yuming, ah, Kang Yuming, had hidden in your mind then this table. If I had known that there is a commercial, everything will not be like this today. My heart, acid to the extreme. -
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National Day, they married. Wedding day, I was bridesmaid, and I wore a red dress. A guest said I, how can you wear red clothes, which the bride is not to lose out it? My mind I knew that I wanted to be a multi-his bride, even if it is ########! -
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I passed out in their wedding, I ran out Kuangtu, he and out, leaning on me, said gently: of!
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I burst into tears right
a pained. Yes, from the age of sixteen I started my man he is pained to see years later, he still feel bad, why did I feel bad I missed this one? -
someone call him and let him go to toast. I finally understand that everything can not be recovered, and he is someone else's husband. -
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banquet scattered, I have drunk faster unconscious by drunken I insisted so he sent me,
エアマックス95, and I jokingly said: an hour!
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he drove me in the car do not know who placed the song: No more camouflage, tonight, I want to tell Kang Yuming, as I have loved you, I shouted:
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parked in a quiet street in, I Kang Yuming said: to you I fell in love with you, you know how much I love you? crazy. did not think goodbye, I have not a chance.
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I am waiting for his decision. He sighed, pulling me to his arms: confession. He said: determined regardless of how difficult, must be for your college! When I find myself increasingly play like you, I'm guilty. I'm afraid you look down on me that I ill-intentioned; also fear that other people said I was to take advantage of you And you do it. Every time you come back to school to see, and I will be happy for days. When you see your money to make me less tired so thin when funded, how I feel bad ah! but made me feel bad, later you did not want my money. junior year, you signed a contract with that company, I know I should quit. That day saw the boy in your dorm, I think the only way the boys is good enough for you , what am I ah! but still not willing, I harbored the last glimmer of hope to send you a piece of the table. I think everyone know the old ad, if you love me, you will find me. I did not expect I came so it is your silence ... ...
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Following the continued continued
Kang Yuming said, and I wept, listened. Love a good so missed, he was afraid other people misunderstood the intent of his contributions, and I always thought he was a poor ugly duckling. When we meet again, this situation can only become evoke! -
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I cried to him to tell no ideas of his own, tears mingling with the tears, we were crazy with a kiss ... ... I wore a red dress, he wore the groom's clothing to when I was his wedding day now! -
his cell phone rang over and over again, I suddenly remembered that today, he is the hero, he is the groom ah! -
tenaciously phone rang and he answered the phone, is the snow. Snow said:
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our own feelings and the tug of war, the first let go of that person will fall, I chose to fall down it, Who do not love me the courage to speak out? I met you early, you'll never miss!
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Kang Yuming so away, he waved to me. Through the mirror, I saw tears on his face like a waterfall. -
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few days later, I applied back to Beijing, Shanghai, the city is bound to the heartache of my life. I and Kang Yuming's fate, may have to wait until the next life. -
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each piece of the table to see, I'll always think ---- Once you have, do nothing. I think that was my heart the most beautiful, most brilliant and most melancholy of love, I'll hide in my heart, never, never ... ... -
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