Question in mind: four years is 1461 days.
Four years ago, I never thought I would look like after four years. Time is very simple to live your life in this world for nothing. And many peers, I love to just know how to have an almost pathological desire.
four years ago when I was a standard romantic. Keep the heart of love many dreams for the future.
Four years later, I am a realist hypocritical. There are almost forgotten what their own for a romantic delusion. Doubt everything, but forgot how to doubt life.
when a person began to recall the past, he is old.
I believe it,
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I am old. Too old to start a lot of things of the past forgotten. In many cases I forgot what I did yesterday.
my memory back down the left to find it itself has seemed incomplete,
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the existence of all the past is no longer a section of something similar to the story, it seems just a feeling.
I began to doubt whether what is really back, or my memory of everything is just bizarre to me in terms of a nightmare.
very strange, in the memories of my four years ago, I often think of my childhood, and all the memories, like it was just a feeling. I feel my childhood was sitting on a hill in my opinion is a mound next to a large group holds hands wet, I rubbed hard, I do not know what I'm doing. Now,
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four years ago when I first left home when I was living that I grew tired of the place is full of a kind, I have an escape in the heart of pleasure, I looked at the mother's face slowly in the car moving farther and farther.
now I am tired of life, began to have a heart for all the desolation of indifference. Increasingly feel powerless,
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little after leaving home four years ago to go back, go home occasionally, but his occasional visitors feel like the same. Looked at the familiar place, I recall the memory of remaining fragments. Forget a lot of things, but I remember the first and the parents went to a very far away, walking to go, looking at distant mountains and clouds, snow cover remaining connected to together, we walked toward the direction of that mountain, walked and walked away less than the first.
do not know when, starting obsessed sleep for a long time to sleep. Then do a lot of strange dreams.
always thought he was a child until the mother went home I grew up, I froze all day journeying.
sometimes beyond their own how to live, fantasy, and now there is a different way. There is not too much money, had finished his very long life.
mother said I was a very good child, she said she was proud of me.
I am also proud of me. I look in the mirror in the face of their own mediocrity and live, and my face, like a mediocre life.
one day some of the lost order of things and see a stack of pictures of themselves, and that was all some people do not know to their photo's. All those photos taken in a coastal city. I remember in a trance that afternoon I was holding a borrowed camera, the shuttle in a busy crowd, to find many, many people gave me the photographs. The first only saw the sea for the first time alone to a far never been.
in the four years, once when something felt in the event of lifetime, but also forgotten, the same as all of the past. But I still recall, the memory of the so-called incomplete and messy. Just remember that there have been, there have been something, but forgot.
four years later, I work , not very far from home, but I do not want to go home, the day the mother called me and said she wanted me, hung up the phone, I cried. I never miss that place is my home, but also never wanted at home, but if the time to return four years ago, or back a long long time ago,
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long been the custom for many in four years have been changed, although I am very stubborn people say I have never changed.
high school students four years ago , we have a date for a period of five years. I had long forgotten, but then someone mentioned, asked me if I would not go, I did not pop star.
mother or care about me as a child, though she said I should have a girlfriend.
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