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57320 2008 年 04 月 29 日 22:57 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (3) Category: Dust
I feel like I went a day no one can understand the way others can understand my mind, but can not understand why I walk this way the head is almost boundless.
recent period of time, is the most depressed period of my life - no steady job, no steady income, let alone food. Frequently change jobs frequently to learn of life in the deception. Nothing on the streets feel a longing and decadence. The two extremes are reflected in me: I would like to rely on your feet all over the world, there is understanding in the street smile, nod occasionally also expressed support to me; the same time there is no consumption in the rest of his life begging on the streets even more terrible things , no dignity, but without understanding. Occasional charity, but people prove that the beggar is a need for food and clothing, not the need to respect people.
was lucky I did not beggars. I dress fairly stiff to face interview,
UGG Classic Short, and even the occasional open Kaihun. I want to have their own can have a successful career, but I found I was not the direction, everything is so empty thought, do not even know what the purpose of advancing their own, no goal, very confused.
more fortunate is that I have a group to support my family and friends. They can not understand why I make all sorts of illogical decisions, but they believe that I was right, even if they helped me with action. Very touching!
now I'm back to the starting point, I can not tell all of my supporters. Another boring decision, losing their enthusiasm, ruin everyone's expectations.
I make a determined effort down the road, but for various reasons, let me escape, I betrayed my mind How can it be?
live is to go good, then select a road, walk some, then select the northeast to north, endless. I look forward to front! ~ ~